What is a Mother??? A Mother is not a person to lean on but a person to make leaning unnecessary. Four years had pasts, me and my mother had a big fallen out, she got mad at me and i got mad at her. We stopped talking, she moved out of my place and the bonding of Mother and Daughter just simply faded away! Sad but true, year after year, my life isn't the same, always some emptiness inside me, sadness that makes me cry, guess i am longing for my One and Only MOTHER. Augusts of this year, 2 very closed friends of mine from work a father and a son, died on a plane crashed, it makes me very sad to know that 2 people that was very closed to me just gone so suddenly, the 2 of them had a very good relationship, i envied them coz so much LOVE between a father and a son, and i got thinking, gosh , what am i doing in my life???? consuming it with so much anger and hatred towards my mother who gave life to me, raised me to be a fine woman...that got me thinking, should i make ammends with my mom or not?
First week of Auguts diz year, my mom's eldest brother had passed away, a couple of weeks after that, another bad news about mom's other brother. My uncle Jessie has diabetes and need his leg amputated, my aunt called me and asked for help and had asked me to phoned my mother. I didn't had the guts to call her so i asked my ex hubby a favor to tell my mom what was going on with her family back home in the Phils., funny thing though , my daughter Joanna heard the conversation between me and her father that alerted her to dialed my mom's phone number, she handed me the phone and told me, Mommy, is your mother on the other line, go ahead and talk to her, she needed you, your support. Oh my, my 9 yrs old daughter are such an angel, trying to help out with the situation between me and my mom... i guessed that always bothered her that me and mom stopped talking and she misses those happytimes we had in the pasts..i had no choice but to talked to my mom......but i am glad coz that very day, was the beginning of a new LIFE...me and mom talked for more than 2 hrs...i can hear the excitement in her voice, talking to me.....wow what a GREAT FEELING that was for me. Such a great joy and something heavy was just lifted...overflowing joy, joy that no one can never express but me...i thank God for my daughter Joanna for bringing me and my mom back together again, she is a TRUE ANGEL!
So i guess me and mom has to catch up with the losts year, so inorder for us to do that, i decided to go to the Philippines with her this Christmas. I will make the mosts of it coz i finally found my MOTHER, my mother that i was once LOST BUT now I FOUND her...all i can say is, it is a good feeling finding forgiveness in my heart.....I THANK GOD FOR MOTHERS, THEY ARE THE GREATESTS! AND I LOVE MY MOM WITH ALL MY HEART!
"Most of all the other beautiful things in life come by twos and threes, by dozens and hundreds. Plenty of roses, stars , sunsets, rainbows, brothers and sisters, aunts and cousins, but only one MOTHER IN THE WHOLE WORLD."
