XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "More Writing"

September 18^th ,

It would have been your birthday again , I would celebrate it .. but your no longer here …

Instead your my angel , my butterfly … all I have left of you is my memories ,

 Sweet precious memories ..

 We were so close , before you were taken away by the sands of time..

I miss you , like it was yesterday sometimes ..

I remember begging just to have back .. you were always the one .. to dry my eyes from crying ..

To tell me everything would be alright …

The day I said bye to you .. was I thought the hardest day of my life …

Mum I miss you …

I miss your smile ..

I miss your sense of humor..

I miss you not being there to see , what’s become of me ..

I miss you so much it breaks my heart if it let it..

I miss you so much … you were so amazing …

I love you Mum … if I could it say it thousand times more gosh it would feel great ..

We had our fights , we had our struggles ..

 But were always there , u always cared …

Why is it , that after so long …

That when I think of you .. I still cry ..

 Like the day you died ..

 Why is it that when I think how much I miss .. feel the emptiness of where in my heart were you .. were ..

But now your free sprit is free ..

I love you so much…

Love always your Daughter , now and forever xoxoxoxoxoxxox