Well today was quite the usual day. I woke up in a frenzy knowing i was going to be stressed by the time things were said and done.
I went to the university bookstore today to buy my books and was floored when i saw the total for my books. I only had to get 5 total books this semester. Visual Basic 2005, Survey to calculus, two books for Intro to ethics, and Business law. So all in all it was only 5 books but the total for them, even as i had gotten USED BOOKS was a $491 bill. So I pay the bill knowing I am already in the hole and barely making ends meet. Next thing that happens is I get home to see email. This being the $3,000 dollar bill for my semester tuition that is now due. Putting me further back into debt and unable to even buy a blast here.
I do what any good willed and living person does who is trying to further their education and make something of themselves but all too often others just never seem to care or want to help someone in an area that is supposed to be for fun and to hang with friends.
I will make pictures, tags, morphs, and other goodies for folks but seems that doesn't matter since it doesn't really do anything for them anymore. I also know that time is something i do not have as i try to work as much as i can to pay those bills along with gas prices, food, doctor's, insulin's and supplies, and even food for the animals. But I do survive and I am a friend to those who want one that is true to who and what they are and not here to live in fantasy and make believe they are what they aren't.
Help me if you can and i will be forever indebted to you.
Thanks for letting me ramble,
Josh
