its been so long since i wrote in this thats its almost funny! i have been working on film, for the past few months! had a woman and lost her within less then a year. hahahaha hard to stay with me i guess! but soon i shall have a few films under my belt! short films of course but still an achievement non the less! i work very hard damn it! and i dont need you people underminding my work!!! damn it see that happens all the time! i work hard and you have to make me feel like shit! i was thinking if angels have no free will, and they dont they are basicaly god's bitches, then satan got a bum rap! i mean he was as god made him, i dont think he wanted to overthrow god at all, but simply be, but no god was like hey man if i dont have an enemy people will start to wonder! so i kinda made you the most beautiful so you could become the most evil! i know it sucks and all you want to do is play scrabble(see hardly anyone knows that satan is an avid scrabble player) but you have to start a revolt and damn half my angels to eternal damnation. i already hand picked tha angles to be damned, oddly enough they are the ones that play scrabble with you. I think i see a pattern with scrabble too! but i dont want parker brothers to sue me! well not like i have anything but you never know they may want my cat! which means i have to go to france cause they dont expidite! how odd i know this! i think its a roman polanski story! it might be! i mean charlie chaplin went to switerland! poor bastard worked his ass off to make us laugh and he wasnt allowed back in this country! what the fuck! why arent jerry's kids dead yet! i mean they havent found a cure and those kids are still alive! it makes you wonder about life! magic johnson has aids, but gets endorsment deals, what the fuck is that? micheal gave us thriller and cant live in this country! though i think comparing aids with pedophilia is kinda wrong. i mean they are nowhere near the same thing! just i couldnt think of a better person to do a comparisson with! wow might be constrewed as racist seeing as i chose two black men, well a fomer black man! eh whatever! wow racism is an odd thing! i am far from racist, i dont understand it fully, i mean i get that its a crutch on both fronts, blame a diffrent race for your problems and never advance in life. i get that i just dont understand it. i mean it makes no sense! more peopel need to blame themselves for their short comings and life would be nicer! we need a unified currency i mean globaly, it wont ever happen but we need one! though i think most peopel are too scared for that! why is it that scared people keep the world from advancing, its almost racism but it cant be viewed that way! because deep down its not! its stupidity, well no you cant call fear stupidity. but its a form of ignorance because they are afraid of the unknown, and will never venture far enough to discovery the unknown and find out that its not so bad! Though what would we do if we were united as a whole planet, no more middle east, no more europe, no more america, just earth. We would fuck up the galaxy, because we would still be human! how sad is that as a species we are fucked! so we just pick on races rather then accept that as a species we are fucked! cause we could do great things, maybe if we could stop acting like primal gorrillas fighting for scraps of food and bits of land.if there were hot space women then we would colonize the galaxy faster! because the desire for women has cause great empires to expand and die! mmmmmm for the love of punani! hahahahahaha the best we can do is the worst thing for us, but i mean at our present rate we dont need to colonize distant planets with our foul seed! cause then the planet earth would be racist to the planet whatever we just colonized and there would be a revolution and they would annex themselves from earth and try to build a utopia which would just be earth only on a diffrent planet. and then others would leave and the cycle would continue! we are a cancer on the universe! and there is no cure for cancer! wow what a bleak out look! i mean i hope i am wrong but history has showen that in the long run we will crumble and take ten steps backward and just fuck ourselves! well if we can move forward as a species, we dont deserve to move into space! which we will and we will fuck that all up! makes me sad sometimes to be human! i really envy my cat.
