To my concern it appears the more I reflect upon recent and past behaviour the more I become aware of how sarcastic, negative, blunt and savage I truly am as well as how polite, honest and playful. I am starting to wonder which side of the "Force" I am truly on. Tonight is a typical example of how much of a bitch I am capable of being. I was sitting on my bike outside my home with my son completely peaceful only to have a drunken a**wipe stagger up to us and glare at us. In calm and polite tone I warned him to move on and leave us in peace. Of course naturally fate decides as usual it will make the best attempt it can to screw me over instead of going smoothly. This manifests in the form of said pi** head kicking my bike and scaring my son. As usual I ended up reverting to my typical behaviour and snapped. Gripping the wanker by the throat I lifted him off the floor until I was certain his feet were suspended in the air put my nose to his and snarled "that is my son that is my bike f**k off or your gonna get hurt!" before dropping him. Was what I did aceptable or unacceptable?
