guidomedic's blog: "Me 3"

Recently I wrote about myself in the last couple of blogs....it's difficult to do in the medium that is Fubar. This is Flash and Sparkle and Dazzle and I'm laying bare bones simple down instead by revealing some of me. Most will not care...some will and I thank those that read my words and even took time to comment. However, that said...please indulge me here. There are some that have NEVER met me, never talked to me on the phone and know me only on this site for the most part and still have the audacity to comment on what I am, who I am, how I have changed..etc..etc. First, and in my defense. YOU haven't ever taken the time to know me and if you come at me with accusations or manipulative comments about 'how I have changed'.....how exactly do you expect me to respond?? Let's see...hmmmm....let's bitch slap the Guido with words not to kind and see what he does. Well, let me save you the trouble...I'm not going to reciprocate...life's too short. I have friends that are as loyal to me here as I am to them. Please, my profile it open to all and I welcome all.....real and fake, sincere and malicious alike. Everyone is free to comment and leave what they feel or think on my page and I will not censor that. If you draw conclusions from one part of a two part interaction than you are only slighting yourself and showing your lack of capacity to be open about things. People leave fun things, funny things, sexy things on my page...and yes...Adult things...omg....the nerve...on an adult site.....and I have to bear the brunt of others coming with their blah, blah, blah.....again I say...last time I checked...I was going to bed alone and waking up alone. If you live in my city and want to meet for a coffee or tea....then tell me. Until we meet you are only as real as Fubar is, and that is where it stays. I have status messages aimed at me and I will not place value on any that are negative in any nature as that will subtract from the positive I have for my other friends. I will not get in any pissing contest with anyone. I will not defend myself. Like I said...if you don't really know me, why defend myself? And those that did take the time to get to know me, just laugh at what is slung at me. I have been betrayed on here before and that is more a reflection on them than me. I will remain accountable for anything I do or say and I ask you do the same. I love my friends...and I tell you now....please....please....take everything you see on my page with a grain of salt unless you have come to me and asked the origin, the meaning or the reason.....it will do us both a world of good that way. I don't want to lose any more friends. We all draw jealous people to us, or possessive ones...so let's just laugh and have fun and let this be ONE place we can come together and decompress and have fun, smile and laugh. There are some paths I refuse to travel as I have traveled them before and been burned beyond burned....but hey, no malice here....actually it's a lesson learned and experience gained by not getting the result I expected. Leave your drama and PrimaDonna attitude at the door when you check into the 'Guido Zone' as this is a zone of peace and love. I love my friends....and newsflash...they love me......wowsa. Just venting. Tired of trying to be what you want me to be and just want to be myself.......oh..btw...I need somewhere to go for Thanksgiving as I will be alone.....anybody have an extra placesetting for a lonely Guido?.....lol Peace.