#1....
I don't go around telling people how sick I am......
I have been on this site since mid July of 06... and I don't advertise the fact that I am disabled or terminally ill.... those that do know are people that have taken the time to read my blogs... that have been there since day one... because I have never believed in hiding the fact... or people that I have gotten close to or that I have tried to help.
#2......
If you don't believe I am as sick as my blog says....
you try to get declared disabled....by ANY state.... try it... have fun..... I know several very sick people that are still trying... I know how hard it is.. it took me three years.... Anyone that knows anything about autoimmune illnesses they know that they are called "invisible illnesses" (I do thank god for that... because lets face it.. to some degree.. we are all vain... at this point in my illness - I am only being attacked internally.. unless you count my hands...) Thankfully, the Disability department is alot more educated than the dimwits that make declarations here on FuBar.
#3.......
Furthermore.... If you still don't believe it.... I honestly don't give a Fuck whether you believe it or not...... you can have my life!!!!
You try to do what I do on a daily basis.... I will gladly trade you!!!
You sit here and wonder if the doctors figured the time lines correctly or if this is the sickness that will be the final one.......... of if you are getting sicker more often lately because you are at the end..... so honestly .... kiss my ass... and go back to your pathetic lives. I am doing everything I can to make it through mine... emotionally and physically.
My life is painful..... I will gladly exchange it. When you have access to the narcotics that I do and are still in pain... you know its bad... I have to look at Mike and see how upset he is that there is nothing he can do to stop the pain... at best he can make me comfortable enough to sleep which on days like today - its what he does. so honestly - take ur lying pathetic lives and kiss my ass.....
(For those of you that have no idea what is being talked about here - you can click on my "my life" blog and you can thank Slave Princess & Ser William for this bitch....Btw.. Slave Princess.... Hows Sick is Ser William these days?)
