She sat on her bed,
Tears covering her pail face,
Her thick eyeliner,
Now rivers of black, ran down her face,
As she put the razor to her wrist,
She was numb to what she was doing,
As she pressed the razor deep in to her skin
Blood started to seep out of the wound
Her eyes glazed over with tears, she looked up
To see a teddy bear sitting on the floor
As she thought of all the things that
Her ex, whom she received it form, had done
She sat there on hr bed,
Looking at the blood covered razor,
She put down the razor,
She picked up a hunting knife
That was sat on her night stand,
With the hunting knife in hand she walked towards the teddy bear
Thrusting the knife into its fur,
Thinking, this is for all the times he hurt me,
For all the times I wished I could get away,
For all the times I thought it would be better to dye
For all the times I hurt my self with you in mind
For all the times I wished my wrist was yours
For all the times I said "I fucking hate you",
But then went crawling back to you…
"TODAY WAS THE LAST TIME,
I EVER HURT MY SELF BECAUSE OF YOU!!"
And after awhile her arms were covered in stuffing,
Where her blood had seeped out of the deep wounds in her arm
Silently to her self she said
Never again will you control my life,
And with that she picked up the remainder of the bear
And through it in the fire place,
As she stood there watching it burn
She saw his brown eyes looking up at her,
And with that she smiled and said silently to her self ,
"you deseve every last ash you become
Every last ash is for every drop of blood I have shed"
As she turnd on the heal of her boot and
Walked out side to re gain her life,
Which was almost in away missed placed,
On this day the sky seemed bluer than ever be for,
On this day she re gained her freedom and her will to live 
