Over 16,530,168 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?
WTH iz up with 2013?? And i'm not the only 1...
Ok, shit happens in 3's rite? -- believe me,, 3 was pretty damn tough. I hope it's done for a while. I'm still losing sleep over these... the first 2 were completely uncalled for, due 2 me being VERY misunderstood. My recent shit in a nutshell happened in a 3-week time span,, the first 2 in the same WEEK. My therapist has his work cut out 4 him for a while.
-1- A dear Aunt betrayed me in the worst way AND her husband promtly and PHYSICALLY threw me outta "his" house. At nite. Threw my shit out on the porch. I'm OCD,, don't fkn touch my stuff unless u ASK. He knew that.
-2- My long distance "Love" ? Was it about Love at ALL? i have no idea, but it hurts like hell, esp. the not knowing/ seeing what the hell happened to the awsum grrl i met in Oct.
-3- my Mom had a serious heart attack on Easter Sunday. She & i are very very close. It was serious. Surgeons did well, took about 3rs in te O.R. ---She is recovering well, it'll be a week 2morro.
~~~~~~~
So yes, i will lose sleep 4 a while. I think i'll just stay at Mom & Dad's house about a month. Try to re-group & rest. I'm frustratingly waiting for an appt w/my new Disability Lawyer. And maybe go 2 my sister's once a week, there are always calm & cool peeps there :)
