well, it has obviously been a while since ive been on here. finally found out what was wrong with my back, i have degenerative disc disease and spondylolisthesis, <-- (is where the arms of the vertebra have broken off)so everything from T11 to S1 is fusing together...whatta joy HUH? also on top of all that, last week i found out that theres a problem with my thyroid so i have to go see a specialist next wednesday...lost my job yesterday because of lack of attendance for being "sick all the time" and that i should "focus on taking my national, and re-apply in a few months" so i had the brain wave of just saying fuckit and start up my own business, i have been putting it off since i left school and knew i should have done it right then and there. i can make my own hours and work when i want to. unfortunatly richard has given me 2 weeks to get this set up, and if i havent started getting clients in the next 2 weeks he wants me to go apply at La Bella Day Spa, i guess one of his friends wives is the asst. manager there and can probably get me in. but then its back to the same thing of, working when someone else wants me to INCLUDING weekends at 25 bucks an hour when i could be making 40 on my own and not have to work weekends. i noticed that when i was working everyday for America's Massage and having sunday and tuesday off, that i was spending less and less time at home with richard and mikayla (when she was home)and the whole reason i got into massage was so that i could work my own hours and still have time to spend with my family.
So all this means is come friday i need to bust my ass and start sending out fliers and handing out business cards to everyone and their brother and start building up clients. i know theres a few from where i was working at that have my home number and once they find out im not there anymore will call and set up appts. but it wont be nearly enough to survive on or pay bills with. so we shall see what happens, i pray that this business will fly and will be enough clients to support the family in case richard gets laid off for whatever reason.the ultimate goal is to have enough client base that richard doesnt have to work as hard as he does. well thats it for now, i will blog again tomorrow if i remember..theres more shit i need to get off my chest...
have i mentioned how much i like this site? no one i know is on here, and i can blog just about anything i feel like and the only ones that read it are complete strangers lol
have a wonderful day!
