Crawling the floor to search for more
I drag my feet beneath the deep
The lost are upon me I do not hide
I try instead
to stay inside
I keep what they beseech within me
I search the murk along the earth
I tried but can't hide from the secret inside
I tell about Hell but they don't choose to ride
I crawl around all the hopes and dreams
I hold my own though I bear it alone
I chase the embrace that my secret contains
I hold the control but the misery remains
I seek that someone
The one who would hear
He's near
But for now I lurk the bottom depths
In death
I can only see where I'm most free
And though I see him
He's there
He comes to drive once again alive
In me
And he comes for me that I can be free
He wants and tries to find my eye
And he lies
But I tell
So I can finally die
