I lost control of everything
because i wanted something
i became selfish
not caring who i hurt in the process
iv apologized a million times
but did it once more
i took it all for granted
and am now left with nothing
i have no one left to blame
cause I'm the only one standing
i regretted what happen
but would do it again in a heart beat
i got on my knees
and begged for him back
but then got on my knees once more
i took a big chance
on something that was wrong
i broke the biggest rule
without thinking of the consequences
i don't think
cause it wouldn't get me anywhere
i separated myself
to make you love me more
iv let you push me around
cause i didn't want to loose you
i asked myself a million times
what was happening to me
and then i learned its this thing called love
