I have a secret
that I want to tell
about someone who don't know me that well.
Slowly I watch
I wait
so as not to anticipate
I have learned to like
instead of lust
so their will be no mistrust
I have found
some way
without being gay
My heart aches
but that is not my place
That love is not mine to take
I must pull away
I must not begin
I don't want the friendship to end.
