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Hi..And a Big Ty to everyone that has cared n loved on be while I have been going through my cancers n treatments..Every day is a new day for me ..I am not on Fubar much I might be logged on but I am still weak at times I take Chemo n yes I have my bad days still..but I am trying to show I care n love everyone of u when I can..I cant wait to rid of all the cancer bugs its a ruff time for me..As I was in the hospital I had a few folks(Helen n Rhonda) helping me post n watch n update on my profile..So to those that thought it was me u r wrong ...Yes they were running bling for me also ...so if that was the reason u took me out of ur family ..its ok cause I do know who my true friends r..Its pretty sad I have to explain myself but its only for the inmature folks that cant understand we all help each other..but back to me I want to ty for all prays n all support..Phone calls ..cards n gifts I have gotten from everyone of u ..I cant wait for the next blog I do n tell everyone I beat my Cancer..Please bare with me through all I am going through..Love n take care I will be back in order soon..Harley 

Hellooo My Family n Friends..I will be admitted tomorrow at 9am..n believe me I am tottally scared..for those that dont know what is going on..I had throat cancer n I have been taking Cetuximab (Erbitux) n still do..Last week I had to have more test done n they have found that the cancer has spread to my stomach..I have 44.5% I will be taking Chemotherapy before surgery to help shrink  tumors so that it can be more easily removed...N Radiation to kill any cancer cells that might remain around my stomach..So yes everyone I am scared..all I want from everyone is prayers n if I dont get through this remember I love everyone of u...This is how I am feeling..just messed up..y in the world do we have to have a germ that can kill us..but I will do my best to get through this n Say I Did It!!!! I beat it!!!!..I cant have flowers or gift so please understand just leave me a message on my page n I will have my computer in my room after they Sanitize it..so as much as I know what I will be going through I dont know if I am going to be able to be on..But Helen will keep all of u informed on me ..ty I Love everyone n I sure will miss my good friends on Fu..God Bless..I am so flippin scared this is the worst day of my life:(  

 

Gm Fu..This site is really gettin to be horrible with all the bullshit that folks r doing to me n others ..Just y I ask..I have helped so many of my friends n family n folks I dont even no.. I do ask for few credits or bling cause its only right n if u cant I totally understand..I found out from alot of folks yesterday in my shout box (n Please dont be afraid of the bullies ..leave ur message on my blog)..That I am chasing ponies for 65-1000 credits.. pretty sad I would say..If I gave u my link to my flippin page or go ask BJ he would tell u I pay for my shit..Get this just because I am friends with someone that isnt liked by that person I get blocked by her /him friends also ..This isnt funny at all..n I have my faults also with a few on here that I have liked n can say I am no ANGEL...I want to run from FUBAR but my good friends n family r here..Y cant folks respect each other n not listen to bullshit folks spread on this site ..Its a shame folks sit behind a computer..I wonder if I met them if they would act the same in person..I have been on this site for a while I have bought folks here n I dont get credit for it cause I believe its a cool site if folks respect each other ..Now listen to this I dont f--kin talk about no one ..I dont judge anyone..If by chance I do get feed back on someone I will just go along with what that person is telling me ..I know to all of u this is f--kin drama but lets stop the FUBAR DRAMA n try n get along with each other ..DAMN IT!!!!!! This site is suppose to be Fun n relaxing to most of us..Might I say this that I havent mention to but only a few on here..I have throat cancer that has travel to my stomach n I dont want ur pity that is y I keep it to myself I do take my meds everyday n I will have to go to chemo (n Yes I am scared )..n I bring this up because if I dont make it I want to know that I was a great friend n I am not block by the bullies on FUBAR..As I write this yes I am upset but everyday I wake up to a smile on my face ..Can U say That ..I hope everyone can understand where I am coming from..Life is to short..Love ya all Suzanne 

Hi to everyone that was here for me through the horrible time in my life..I am getting better but I still have my days when I think about Josephine (My God Child that was killed in the school shooting in Ct.)I will be leaving again for Ct. to spread Josephines ashes Friday  n yes I will have a part of my heart hurting..I will be back to Fu soon..Must I mention to a few that took me out of there family cause I wasn'trunning bling n saying I shouldn't share my life with fu..well damn it..It was all the good folks on fu that were all hurting over the pain of these children's n others killed..What were u doing but grabbing points..My life doesn'trevolve around fu..It was my KickAss Family N Friends on fu that supported me through all the pain I was going through n my family ..so fuck all the few folks that dont have a heart n only care about running bling n being red..*Pretty Fuckin Sad*....I don't need u in my family..Enough Said!!!I know my little princess is in a better place n now she will be my little angel..I will miss her dearly..Please I ask one favor from u all..Keep the Angel Hearts bling polished for me if u can ty..I cant tell u all how much I care n love Ya All..Helen will be on my profile if u need to ask her anything...Have A Wonderful Day God Bless

Many words I want to express but just cant as of now..But many of you on this site have shared a huge part of your life with me..Can I just say thank you to all that have been here with me through all the pain n sorrow..Yes its been hard on my whole family which is very large..Thank you for all the Gifts, Flowers, N Cards..Alot of you r asking question please hold them until I can buried my niece please..a service will be held for the public Friday, Dec. 21. A Mass of Christian Burial will follow at St. Rose’s Church  Saturday, Dec. 22. Burial will be at a later date and will be private..So again I will be leaving to have my last moments with my little princess Joey (Josephine)She was a very beauitful little girl always smiling or just trying to make u smile ..her favorite color is purple..I cant write no more ..I will miss her dearly ..Thank you so much for all your support Fu Family n Friends..Love Ya All..Suzanne (Harley)

A note from Harley (Suzanne) thanking everyone of you for the gifts, cards, flowers, and the many prayers that were sent to her niece and Harley's Family. I know alot of you were asking question on here but I am tore up about all this myself and I suppose I am the one trying to holding up everyone here. But her name was Josephine Gay, 7, she had just celebrated her seventh birthday on Tuesday 12-12-12 She was shot three time in her tiny boby. She was a very happy child full of many smiles. She was Suzanne's Little Italian princess and God Child I am a little choked up while I am writing this but I apologize. Nobody knows what a parent of a child that gets kill will ever go through, her sister has been admitted to the hospital but will be ok, Its been ruff on Harley she has been sick though all of this, all she is asking that you all pray for all the little angels and there familys. She loves everyone of you that have been here for her and her family, she hasn't been on here but I have told her the many folks that have been on her page. Please keep the prayers coming for Everyone that was involed in the Newtown, Conn. Shooting.

 

Thank You Helen  



 

Here we go N I dont ever make a big deal on this site ..but I have known this man for a long time probable as long as I have been on this site ..I just started to chat with him in his shout box n we became good friends n I mean just friends ..He is a older man that he admitted that loves women I didnt care cause I was his buddy ..It was nice getting to know what a nice n wonderful person he was to me ..I started helpin him out with leveling N out of the blue he tells me good bye today..N wont tell me what I did or said wrong to him ..alot of u folks might no him but I will keep that to myself ...Just a freakin shocker I would say..I was there  for him ..n just listened n show him I cared ..after all the emotions he was going through of his Mother passin n a few other things.. My heart went out to this man cause of course my heart is a big flippin heart ..N now I am blocked ..I cant believe it ..I am shocked with this ..can anyone tell me what I am missin ..Love ya All

Before I was a Mom -
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a Mom -
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life
so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

 And remember that behind every successful woman......
is a basket of dirty laundry....Happy Mothers Day..Love Ya All Harley (Suzanne)

HOW TO START EACH DAY WITH A SMILE 

1. Open a new file in your computer

2. Name it 'Barack Obama'

3. Drag the file into the Trash

4. Empty the Trash

5. Your PC will ask you: 'Do you really want to get rid of 'Barack Obama?'

6. Firmly Click 'Yes.'

 

 

Enjoy the sound of the trash being emptied!!!!...Have A KickAss Weekend Harley

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