Hi everyone and yes I do miss you very much but I do hold you all so close to my heart..I aaaaam Leaving for Chicago Ill. again to complete my journey.. As most of you know I have lost my Brother Chris..I have taken this very hard my first sibbling to leave us On April 1 2018.. Just cant believe he is gone ..Please no matter how faaaar you are from family just please stay  in touch find that day to call and make sure and to let them know that you love them..My workk keeps me so busy that I can honestly said I have negected my real family N my close friend Here on Fubar ..but I am going home to put my flower in front of the grave stone that My Brother Chris  his son Chris Jr and My Father N My Mom ..So to end this wit, I can barely see from crying so much I love you all Be back soon Suzanne (HarleyGirl)

Happy 2018....Good Morning! I'm Only Human: I've been in love, and I've been heartbroken. I have felt so amazingly happy, I felt like dancing, and so extremely sad, I felt as if I couldn't live another day. I'm only human. I have been stressed. I have been depressed. I have been all alone. I have been joyful. I have been blessed, and I have been grateful. I've gone through the trials, the pain, and suffering of life. I have had ups and downs in my relationships. There have been those days When I've felt my heart couldnt take the pain any more, and all I wanted to do was wake up from this horrible dream I felt I was living in. There have also been days, when my heart overflowed with so much love, it truly took away my breath. Im only human. My life is anything but picture perfect. Im not the smartest. Im not the prettiest. I have been hurt by the ones I've loved, and rejected by the people I called my friends. I have felt cherished, special, 1 in a million. I am only human. Ive taken what life has thrown my way, and made it through. Only by the grace of God, have I made it without being defeated. Sometimes, behind the smiling face of those dear to you, is a broken, hurting, wounded, abandoned, and lonely person. Take the time to ask, show you care. Maybe one day, when you are feeling as if you cant take another step, someone will look you straight in the eyes, see right through to your soul, and say: No. Your not okay. How can I be there for you? After all we are only Human...Have a KickAss Day Happy New Year 2018

Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired. Smile, even when youre trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision. Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is terrible. Trust, even when your heart begs you not to. Sleep, even when your afraid of what the dreams might bring. Run, even when it feels like you cant run any more. And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now. And without your experience - you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric. What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day. So dont live life in fear. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened, than you ever were back before it started.let's put those smiles on and have a great day!

 Life is filled with the unknown and uncertainties. Each day is a mystery not knowing what the next day may bring, so we have to hold ourselves accountable for the choices we make. We need to make every moment in our life count, every second, minute and hours. Life is precious and the people in your life that love you should be cherished and not taken for granted. Spread the love, free your mind of negativity and insert positivity. Put those smiles on and have a great day! !

Happy Sunday!!!!! In an effort to make good things come your way, we must first believe with a firm amount of hope and faith that good things will come. Many of us choose to let life get us down when we are faced with extreme difficulties and challenges that any normal person without any type of faith or hope would be greatly discouraged.
Instead of being greatly discouraged when life gives us its storms, we need to be encouraged by the fact that through it all, we are still here, and we are blessed with enough to still be able to fight and live our lives. 
Never stop believing in the fact that good things will come your way, not only because you have worked as hard as you possibly can, and not only because you have followed your heart, but because you choose to believe that there is always a positive way to live in the midst of adversity. Have a great day everyone.And continue to SMILE.

 Let every day be a dream you can touch, a love you can feel and a reason to smile, because life is too short not to be happy. Living a positive life gives you better quality to your life Life is short! Reach out and grab it while you have it! Embrace all those little daily things! Take time to smell the roses Don't rush through life. Live one day at a time. Stop worrying so much, it gets you no where. Accept what will be! Let go of all those things that weigh you down! Live, Love & Laugh. Put those smiles on and have a great day!

Often in life we come across many people who have helped us, made our lives better and taught us good lessons. They may or may not be family but are truly cherished. 
Not only on Thanksgiving Day but EVERYDAY, I want to express my deepest gratitude towards all those that have filled my life with love, laughter and happiness. I want the whole world to know how much you all mean to me.
Whether we've shared memories, chatted on Fubar, or hung out, please know you ARE special to me and have made my life that much better just by YOU being in it!!!

After 6 years of not dating and I tried my best..And I have to admit I fucked up cause of my soft heart thinking I was making that Guy/Women happy. (Just dont want to bring any names in here.. do to I still respect that person). But never try and try and try to bring happiness to anyone..you will fail..If its not done the right way..So I say!!!This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth..But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up..Girls/Guys will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway..But just remember, some come, some go..The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends..Don't let go of them.. Also remember, sisters-brothers make the best friends in the world.. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate..You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything..Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will,  So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” Love Ya All..N my friends that have been here for me I want to say Thank u so much..And That Guy/Women will always have a place in my heart 4-ever..HarleyChickCali