After 6 years of not dating and I tried my best..And I have to admit I fucked up cause of my soft heart thinking I was making that Guy/Women happy. (Just dont want to bring any names in here.. do to I still respect that person). But never try and try and try to bring happiness to anyone..you will fail..If its not done the right way..So I say!!!This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth..But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up..Girls/Guys will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway..But just remember, some come, some go..The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends..Don't let go of them.. Also remember, sisters-brothers make the best friends in the world.. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate..You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything..Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” Love Ya All..N my friends that have been here for me I want to say Thank u so much..And That Guy/Women will always have a place in my heart 4-ever..HarleyChickCali
Your life, with all its ups and downs, has molded u for the greater good..Your life has been exactly what it needed to be..Don’t think you’ve lost time..It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the current moment..N every moment of your life, including this one right now, is a fresh start. If u have the courage to admit when you’re scared, the ability to laugh even as u cry, the nerve to speak up even if your voice is shaking, the confidence to ask for help when u need it, and the wisdom to take it when it’s offered, then u have everything u need to get yourself to a better place..Love Ya All
I vowel today to start making changes in my life; one negative person, bad situation, nasty obstacle/problem, wrong decision/choice, or bad turnout at a time.
These changes I am going to make for myself will definitely improve my well being, my state of mind, improve me as a person of faith, rid me of all that is keeping me from moving forward in my life, give me happiness and rid me of all the toxins in my life that are poisonous so as to lead me to a better tomorrow.
One day I'll reflect back at all the positive changes I have made for myself and know that this was the best GIFT I have EVER given myself.
May the FORCE be with me ALWAYS!!..Love Ya All
Life always has its own unique way of teaching lessons. So no matter how many times we get emotionally worked up, we should NEVER end up depressed. No matter how many times we are shattered by people around us, we should pick up the pieces and begin again. No matter how many times our heart is broken, we should never ever stop believing in the power of love. Because we should believe that through all the twists and turns of life it is also full of surprises just waiting to happen, and soon we will see the miracles happen in our life too. So lets stay strong and keep going.
Hi peeps!!! Its amazing how grand life is when one wakes up with a positive attitude.
Have a great rest of the day today!!! (((Hugs)))
Hi..And a Big Ty to everyone that has cared n loved on be while I have been going through my cancers n treatments..Every day is a new day for me ..I am not on Fubar much I might be logged on but I am still weak at times I take Chemo n yes I have my bad days still..but I am trying to show I care n love everyone of u when I can..I cant wait to rid of all the cancer bugs its a ruff time for me..As I was in the hospital I had a few folks(Helen n Rhonda) helping me post n watch n update on my profile..So to those that thought it was me u r wrong ...Yes they were running bling for me also ...so if that was the reason u took me out of ur family ..its ok cause I do know who my true friends r..Its pretty sad I have to explain myself but its only for the inmature folks that cant understand we all help each other..but back to me I want to ty for all prays n all support..Phone calls ..cards n gifts I have gotten from everyone of u ..I cant wait for the next blog I do n tell everyone I beat my Cancer..Please bare with me through all I am going through..Love n take care I will be back in order soon..Harley
Hellooo My Family n Friends..I will be admitted tomorrow at 9am..n believe me I am tottally scared..for those that dont know what is going on..I had throat cancer n I have been taking Cetuximab (Erbitux) n still do..Last week I had to have more test done n they have found that the cancer has spread to my stomach..I have 44.5% I will be taking Chemotherapy before surgery to help shrink tumors so that it can be more easily removed...N Radiation to kill any cancer cells that might remain around my stomach..So yes everyone I am scared..all I want from everyone is prayers n if I dont get through this remember I love everyone of u...This is how I am feeling..just messed up..y in the world do we have to have a germ that can kill us..but I will do my best to get through this n Say I Did It!!!! I beat it!!!!..I cant have flowers or gift so please understand just leave me a message on my page n I will have my computer in my room after they Sanitize it..so as much as I know what I will be going through I dont know if I am going to be able to be on..But Helen will keep all of u informed on me ..ty I Love everyone n I sure will miss my good friends on Fu..God Bless..I am so flippin scared this is the worst day of my life:(
Gm Fu..This site is really gettin to be horrible with all the bullshit that folks r doing to me n others ..Just y I ask..I have helped so many of my friends n family n folks I dont even no.. I do ask for few credits or bling cause its only right n if u cant I totally understand..I found out from alot of folks yesterday in my shout box (n Please dont be afraid of the bullies ..leave ur message on my blog)..That I am chasing ponies for 65-1000 credits.. pretty sad I would say..If I gave u my link to my flippin page or go ask BJ he would tell u I pay for my shit..Get this just because I am friends with someone that isnt liked by that person I get blocked by her /him friends also ..This isnt funny at all..n I have my faults also with a few on here that I have liked n can say I am no ANGEL...I want to run from FUBAR but my good friends n family r here..Y cant folks respect each other n not listen to bullshit folks spread on this site ..Its a shame folks sit behind a computer..I wonder if I met them if they would act the same in person..I have been on this site for a while I have bought folks here n I dont get credit for it cause I believe its a cool site if folks respect each other ..Now listen to this I dont f--kin talk about no one ..I dont judge anyone..If by chance I do get feed back on someone I will just go along with what that person is telling me ..I know to all of u this is f--kin drama but lets stop the FUBAR DRAMA n try n get along with each other ..DAMN IT!!!!!! This site is suppose to be Fun n relaxing to most of us..Might I say this that I havent mention to but only a few on here..I have throat cancer that has travel to my stomach n I dont want ur pity that is y I keep it to myself I do take my meds everyday n I will have to go to chemo (n Yes I am scared )..n I bring this up because if I dont make it I want to know that I was a great friend n I am not block by the bullies on FUBAR..As I write this yes I am upset but everyday I wake up to a smile on my face ..Can U say That ..I hope everyone can understand where I am coming from..Life is to short..Love ya all Suzanne
Hi to everyone that was here for me through the horrible time in my life..I am getting better but I still have my days when I think about Josephine (My God Child that was killed in the school shooting in Ct.)I will be leaving again for Ct. to spread Josephines ashes Friday n yes I will have a part of my heart hurting..I will be back to Fu soon..Must I mention to a few that took me out of there family cause I wasn'trunning bling n saying I shouldn't share my life with fu..well damn it..It was all the good folks on fu that were all hurting over the pain of these children's n others killed..What were u doing but grabbing points..My life doesn'trevolve around fu..It was my KickAss Family N Friends on fu that supported me through all the pain I was going through n my family ..so fuck all the few folks that dont have a heart n only care about running bling n being red..*Pretty Fuckin Sad*....I don't need u in my family..Enough Said!!!I know my little princess is in a better place n now she will be my little angel..I will miss her dearly..Please I ask one favor from u all..Keep the Angel Hearts bling polished for me if u can ty..I cant tell u all how much I care n love Ya All..Helen will be on my profile if u need to ask her anything...Have A Wonderful Day God Bless
Many words I want to express but just cant as of now..But many of you on this site have shared a huge part of your life with me..Can I just say thank you to all that have been here with me through all the pain n sorrow..Yes its been hard on my whole family which is very large..Thank you for all the Gifts, Flowers, N Cards..Alot of you r asking question please hold them until I can buried my niece please..a service will be held for the public Friday, Dec. 21. A Mass of Christian Burial will follow at St. Rose’s Church Saturday, Dec. 22. Burial will be at a later date and will be private..So again I will be leaving to have my last moments with my little princess Joey (Josephine)She was a very beauitful little girl always smiling or just trying to make u smile ..her favorite color is purple..I cant write no more ..I will miss her dearly ..Thank you so much for all your support Fu Family n Friends..Love Ya All..Suzanne (Harley)