Well, between all the drama thats gone on today... and all the drama thats been going on recently in my life... i feel, lost.... I mean, depsite the fact that most of the crazniness has gotten itself worked out, and i got to chit chat w/ jane about it all, which really helped... now, back to dealing with the other bullshit in my life... i think i've gotten most of it sorted out... i think... i hope... just taking everything one day at a time right now...
today, i was thinking, a lot... i have what i want from 'life' planned... i want a house, and a backyard, and my kids, and to be happy... have a normal life... with or without a man, anymore, that is just no big deal... i can't expect a whole lot from the opposite gender... but i hope stuff works out there..
anyways.... goodnight
