Normally my head is a box of stars that I never dare to open.. but for some reason the overwhelming need to have diarrhea of the mouth is pressing me to just blog my emotions..
I am feeling quite alone in the world.. And Isolated... As if I am in a room full of people, but no one can hear me scream. Foes are Friends and Friends are Foes..And I feel that I am Alice tumbling down that hole.. Nothing is as it seems...
Do you ever get so lonely that it almost becomes numbness... And you almost want to feel pain so that you just can feel something? You feel so raw like an open wound, that you can't fathom ever healing?
The wound is gaping and I just can't keep up.. I am being torn asunder by the weight of it's need. I am broken and bruised by the sight of myself. What have I become?