Ok... I need to rant and rave and smash something beautiful...
I am sooo fucking tired of people thinking that a big dick turns me on... (Although it does.. but still... )
You want to know what fucking turns me on?? Huh .. well do ya? Huh? Huh?
O.K. I will tell you:
What turns me on is fucking kindness... is it soo hard to be fucking kind? Grant it I can be a militant, aggessive, opinionated, blunt, judgemental wanker.. (Hey, I can fucking admit it) And I am sure at times it is difficult to be kind to the likes of me...But, I know what kindness is and what it isn't ... and I can say without a shadow of a fucking doubt, that I can be kind.... There is something sexy about kindness... you can be fucking gorgeous.. to the point where I am soaked through with turned on wetness.. but if you aren't kind.. well I have no fucking use for you... When someone can be thoughtful and kind.. that gets me fucking hot everytime...
Another thing that fucking turns me on is: PASSION
Someone who doesn't have passion for who they are and what they do just bores me beyond belief... If you want to fucking go through life without aim or reason.. be my guest.. but don't expect me to be turned on by that... I expect passion because I give passion.. I am passion... done..
Let's get right to the third thing on my "What get's me turned on" list shall we?
SENSITIVITY
Ah there is the big one... yes I know.. I can be as insensitive as toilet paper on a hemmorhroid.. but let's get one thing fucking straight... I have a very sensitive heart for those who finally get past the gauntlet..(I don't suffer fools lightly) and fucking expect the same respect.. now I don't want to deal with some tear stained emotional basket case.. but to see the sensitive side of someone's nature... i.e. compassion for others, (yes I know there are some who don't deserve it), gentleness in the way they interact with those who are suffering... etc.. etc... I hate insensitivity.. because insensitivity is just narcissism wearing the mask of an asshole....
#4 The smell of a chimney in winter turns me the fuck on...
#5 A strong person... I don't mean muscles.. I mean an agressive personality.. someone who isn't afraid to put me in my place when I am wrong.. someone who isn't "afraid" to speak truth or rock the boat. Someone who knows what they want.. and will get it.. that's hot .. motivation is hot...
I could list a million things that are hot.. but those will do for now...
If you don't give a fuck about what I have to say... Well then vai in culo! For those who are interested.. well thank you.. (See.. Thank You.. Kindness right there)
