Well, yes the ex's wife left him Sunday. I went all week long being his shoulder to cry on...and knew that it wasn't the pain he'd caused me that he was crying about. I finally pulled it out of him last night because he was still trying to hold onto me. I couldn't handle it anymore, I couldn't be his shoulder to cry on any longer.
Because of the stress he's put her under, the child she's carrying is in danger. She is now forced onto strict bed rest for the remainder of her pregnancy. Hypertension, Gestational Diabtetes, and swelling of the legs and feet. He's finally seen what he's done and what he's caused and realizes some of the pain he put me through while carrying both of our kids. He's in a lot of pain...but I can not help him through it anymore. Karma is a bitch and I am getting mine.
I'm OK, hanging in here and holding my head high. I've done some things that I never should have done because I loved him. It's a hopeless cause, I know that now and will no longer play the part of the fool. My life will be lived for my children, my happiness be damned. I just want to make sure that my kids are taken care of the way they need to be and to know that they are loved regardless of the decisions their father and I have made.
So yes I am single again...no I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ANYONE! So please, just leave it alone. No I don't need a shoulder to cry on. I allowed this to happen and went against everything I stand for while doing it. This is my Karma, and I deserve to be miserable for a while, LOL.
--Melissa
