Its very hard for me at the moment. I dont feel good and i am very tired. So i am not here most of the time.
At the moment my life is gray again. I am tired of fighting and i rather be at sleep.
This is why i dont hang out on people's profiles at the moment.
I am empty, dry and have no taste of whatsoever for life.
Depression is a evil disease it transforms you in a catatonic asshole, and i seem to hurt people with my behaviour.
Mayve the looney bin is a good alternative for me.