I never looked from the other side
Change my perspective on reality
My screams of anger
Pain I unleash in words that conduct
An orchestra of suffering and torment.
I listen only to what the darkness can create
Looking at myself and feeling grotesque
Why is it that I'm full of hate
Maybe I just don't care about the good in things
My friends could possibly be a reason
Slowly changing me without my consent
Am I worthless beyond control?
I am beyond the realm of being blind
My ears swollen from the sounds of chaos
Why am I so much a pathetic waste of life
Let me see the way to prosperity
Have I ever tried understanding myself
Bring me to the center of my inner being
So I can see the world from there
I need help
Request to be saved.
