Bentons Girl's blog: "life"

We might kiss when we are alone When nobody's watching We might take it home We might make out when nobody's there It's not that we're scared It's just that it's delicate So why do you fill my sorrow With the words you've borrowed From the only place you've know And why do you sing Hallelujah If it means nothing to you Why do you sing with me at all? We might live like never before When there's nothing to give Well how can we ask for more We might make love in some sacred place The look on your face is delicate So why do you fill my sorrow With the words you've borrowed From the only place you've know And why do you sing Hallelujah If it means nothing to you Why do you sing with me at all? So why do you fill my sorrow With the words you've borrowed From the only place you've know And why do you sing Hallelujah If it means nothing to you Why do you sing with me at all?

So I had a pretty funny evening today :D First off, I read a friends blog, which just made me laugh that laugh that you can't stop until you start crying. I won't say that it was about revenge, cause it wasn't, but it was pretty hilarious to hear about someone getting what they deserve for treating him so badly. Then, Jesse came home tonight and asked if I wanted to see something neat, so I headed outside. He says, they made some modifications to my truck. I was pretty surprised to hear that he did something like that. I won't say that I know everything about him, but he didn't seem to me to be the kind of guy that would get his truck lowered or something. But what they heck! So I step out side and WHOLEY CRAP!!! It's a big white Chevy Silverado crew cab!!! Now, since I know none of you know, he has/had a green S-10 crew cab-ish… some mod, huh? He's such a silly butt!! And that's just one of the things that I love about him. Instead of saying, lol what I got honey. He's totally tricked me into thinking it was going to be something else!! Hahaha Well… that's all for now, I just had to share my giggly moment with all my friends!! P.S. I can't wait to go out on our date Saturday in his new truck!! Makes me wish there was a drive-in out here!! hahaha

Alright all... I've been entered into this contest... now I ask you all my family, friends and fans... HELP ME WIN!! If I win, I will buy all of you that help me a Big Pimpin Gift. Thanks MUAH!! 832877 - Sexxy Brown Eyes - 1 A secret admirer has sent you a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 1 time. Merry Christmas!

You're feeling increasingly confident about some aspect of your work or family life -- and with good reason! It may be that you're moving in a new direction that will only make life easier. Must be my work life...

So I just got home from a stay at the hospital. I have to say that I am overall dissatified with my stay. I had to go back to the ER monday because the bite that I had gone if for on Saturday. It had spread further down my leg almost to my ankle, which frankly scared the crap out of me. So I went back, and they started me on several cycles of antibiotics, one of which led to a very bad reaction, or side effect I guess. Beware Vancomyacin. There is a rare side effect called red man, where your body becomes hot and flushed, then starts in with an almost psychotic need to scratch yourself until you're bleeding... This is where my dissatisfation comes in, They let me scratch myself to hell and back leaving rather horrid looking marks all over my tummy, back arms and legs for over 30 minutes before deciding I was having that reaction and giving me Benadryl for the reaction, which THANKFULLY made it stop after about 5 minutes and subsequently I was KTFO. Anywho, so there were a few other things, I ended up removing my own IV twice, which was kinda crazy, they forgot to allow me to eat again after the sergion decided he didnt want to debride (cut out all the necrotic (dead) skin), and I was left with no food or fluids for over 12 hours until i basically threw a fit. The doctor perscribed me an antiacide and wanted to discharge me from the ER until he realised that I was not my roomate. He ordered an XRay of my FEMUR, when the bite is located on my lower leg (tib/fib area). The ER doc didnt document that they gave me Vanco. or my severe reaction to it, so they gave it to me again when I was on the 3rd floor step-down unit, and I was left to endure the reaction again until the nurse could get ahold of the doctor and get orders for Benadryl PRN (as needed), then I had to wait for the med to come up from the pharmacy, which left me in agony for another 25 or 30 minutes. All in all... I can't say that I EVER would trust my life to Cafe Fear Valley Hospital EVER AGAIN.

I've had alot to think about over the long holiday. I wish that I could express it somewhere, I wish that I could talk to someone about it... alas, I manage to find myself injured and feeling quite alone.

You're in a fantastic mood and should get a message that, if anything, lifts you up even higher. Enjoy the burst of positive energy -- and see if you can use it to make a difference around the house. this should've been my scope for yesterday. but alas it was not. besides, it didn't have an ending... and my ending wasn't that cool.

It's perfectly okay to ask for clarity from people today -- in fact, it should be almost mandatory for you. Try to check in with coworkers or family members who have been distant or otherwise hard to reach. So for those of you that have listened to my saga of the week... you have no clue how true this is!! And yes i did ask for clarification... p.s. all better now