This is just a long rant to get things out! I am feeling the need today to just let things flow. I want to be a lover, but some how I don't know the rules to that game and end up being to giving and then feeling like the doormat. Which is not good and yes I know there are things that I can do, but right now I am not in the space to do anything but be pissed off. That is what this whole blog is really about being pissed off. Wondering if I am being pissed off to often and need to consult the gang and see what I am doing wrong, cause surely I am either doing something that I should stop doing so this doesn't happen, or else I am not doing something that I should get a handle on. For starters I think I will start off by smacking a few people upside the head. Might get some attention even if it is negative.
Basically I don't know what I am writing about so it is all good, I don't do well with public blogs. Maybe I need to write my feelings down in private
