Things in life for me always go bad.. I meet all the wrong men who like me. And cant live without me, And I meet all the good ones, who are always taken.. I never can win in this life. All my friends are married. I'm getting too old for games. Seems true love doesn't exist, just another fairy tale. Everywhere I move, I feel out of place. Just a loner who doesn't belong anywhere. Never can keep friends cause I'm either stabbed in the back or I do something wrong. Or I won't do things just cause everyone else does.. When my son grows up. I'm buying a camper and going to travel all over, wish I had a friend to go with, a companion at least.. till I find a cabin in the country by a lake, and stay there forever.. Just some late night ramblings of a "I can't sleep night"....
