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My ex still isnt adjusting to the fact of us divorcing and me moving on. He tries his best to put Mykah in the middle by telling her "oh, Roger is no good, dont like him" and all that crap. Stupid b.s. When her dad came to pick her up today I felt so bad... you could tell she wanted to stay with me and not go, but unfortunatly its out of my hands. I have to make her go with her dad... I wanted to cry so bad... I miss her when she's not with me within seconds of her being gone.... I wish there was something I could do to keep her with me...
and this BS of midnight shift til May 3rd is for the birds!! Its hard enough spending time with her on "normal" shifts, but this is even worse. I want more time with her.... this sucks :(
I've been there might as well say all week except for Monday lol. Mykah was with me tuesday and wednesday while down there. But i've stayed the weekend with him. Its been great. Yesterday we went out on his motorcycle for a ride. We were out bout an hour, hour and a half. It was great. Had a blast.
He was a bit crabby today, but I think alot of it has to do with his ex calling him this morning... and later this afternoon, lol. she likes to cause havic LOL. But he has to take her calls because she had his boys. But i know he would ignore her if he could.
Wont see him much this week. I go home tomorrow and pick up Mykah, then I gotta get moved into my house on tuesday. Friday-Monday he will be out of town with his boys to go to a friend's wedding. So i dunno if i'll see him tuesday,wednesday or thursday or night. I'm sure at some point i'll talk to him though. I will have to be happy with that LOL.
DID though on the other hand say somethin the other night that I didnt realize bugged him. We got on the subject of oral sex and I told him I was quite talented at it. He's like "well how do you know" and I told him because i had a good teacher. And he asked what i ment. I told him that while in college I learned from a very well endowed ex bf how to properly give a bj. I didnt think anything of it. Til today. He said...let me ask you, did you say somethin the other night about someone bein well endowed? i was like yeah.. he said.. why.. i refreshed his memory on the conversation.. he was like oh. I asked if that bothered him and he explained yes, because his ex said thats why she left him was for a "bigger man" so somethin like that did bother him. I felt like a heal... i never dreamed somethin like that would bother him. I felt so bad!!! I kept appologizing over and over even though he said dont worry bout it. I told him I like him just the way he was so dont worry bout anything. He is just perfect in my opinion. So i REALLY gotta watch what I say when on that subject. I felt BAD! Cant believe that would be the reason she would have 5 affairs on him. Hell i think he does great myself LOL (not like y'all wanna know that but I told ya anyway).
FUNNY thing happend tonight. HIS ex wife comes to pick up his boys. She asked to use his bathroom. Well she walked right past my duffle back which is hillarious. He went to his bedroom door to make sure she didnt try to take anything because for some reason she went to HIS bathroom lol. Well she comes outof the bathroom without any pans on!!!!! He's like oh no we're not playin that. And she notices the dufflebag and asks "i see you're packed, you goin to "so and so's" house for the weekend arent you. Which he hasnt spoken to this friend for awhile , and there never was anything goin on between them anyway. He reached in and grabbed my shoes and showed them to her and says "do these look like they would fit me?" and then told her about me basicaly. Heh i would have LOVED to have seen her expression
I've spent most of this week with him. Mykah and I both stayed the past 2 nights there at his place with his boys. He's a really unique man. I've never had anyone be the way he is with me. And the great thing about it is, we dont have to have sex. We can just lay there curled up together and sleep and its all good. Nothing has to happen. Thats what is so great about it. being able to lay in the strong arms of someone you can tell will never let any harm come to you. ITs an awesome feeling. I dont have to worry about being woken up at 3am to an idiot screamin like a banshee in my ear about somethin he thinks i did wrong, or did wrong, or he thinks i was thinking of doing wrong. I dont have to worry about that when I'm with Him.
Now, may have to worry bout his ex wife screamin like a banshee at me LOL but i still say she should divorce her new hubby and marry my ex LOL they'd be perfect together LMAO ... both completely off their rockers LOL. :D
well ... will keep y'all posted on if this new relationship goes anywhere. I hope it continues as it has been going.... I like him a lot!
This is really cool too. We were hanging out last night, and he tells me... "I'm very attracted to you, you're one of the most beautiful women I've ever laid eyes on. I hope you're not offended by what I have to say". I was thinking "uh oh". But it was allllllll good. He tells me he wanted to "cultivate a relationship" with me and that he was intrigued by my personality and everything about me. I told him well that didnt offend me at all. He said "well good then" lol. He must have thought I wouldnt like hearing that or something but heck I thought it wonderful :)
