oh well.. my life is pretty suckie right now.. but not much i can do about it.. seems I can not get out of this depression I am in.. no matter what I do and how hard I try.. I just seemed to get sucked deeper and deeper into it... all my friends try to help, and I do so appreciate that.. but it seems nothing well get me out of it..
when i seem to finally be coming out of it.. bam something else puts me even farther in.. people who have no respect for me make it worse.. especially when I do everything I can for them..
I guess I am just gonna have to become the bitch again... well it will be good for me but bad for everyone else..
I guess its time I worry about me for once and less of everyone else...
I guess thats all for now.. thanks for reading...
