Freak of the Irish Evil Pissy Bitch's blog: "Untitled"

The pain that life causes no one can explain. The pain I induce on someone is what gets me off. The pain I feel I wish I never felt. The suffering I wish I could escape. The torture is a device to control and sacrifice. I feel so empty inside I wish I could just die. The pain is so unreal the love I never feel. The fucking world is a piece of shit, I wish I could just end it. The pain and torture I feel is what I despise. I feel that I don't belong. The pain I fucking hate. The pain is so ungrate. The more I see, the more I hate.. Written by.. Megz

The hatred I feel lurks deep inside. It manifests in away I never felt. I hate the feeling of love. I hate everything about myself. Torture is my love. Although I wish I had a tourniquet. Something to cut off the feeling of my life and to torture someone else. Manifestations I can not explain. hatred is why I live. Nothing I do can ever satisfy me. The pain that lies deep within. The pain that only one can have. But never knows how to. Hatred is all I feel. Written by.. Megz