GET ME LIT FAN RATE's blog: "life part 2"

~one of my point of views~ well as all that know me i was in a year and a half realtionship and things were good at 1 point.... then suddenly every thing turned to hell....it came out of no where like a big slap in the face ...it wasnt planed to happen the way it did...but when the shit went down i ran away from it all... or so what i thought.... yea i went to texas and yes it was over brittney... but nothing changed a bit...shit stayed the same i missed her even more then what i would have being here...most would say i became a loser...cuz the month spent in texas did nothing for me...shit ever since i came back to north carolina i aint be able to get a job...and life has just been so fucked up..2006 really blowed...and drug me down to the ground...you see its new years and yet once agian i am single.... not planed but its just the way the cookie crumbeled...news flash to all the young ones out there thats been fucked over by people in there life so many times....fuck looking for love wait till your bout 25 or something....vuz i am telling you its not worth the pain to go through like i have or anyone else...yes i know it sound very crazy but damn it ...its the fucking truth no matter what way you look at it...people like to play mind games and the person you really want to be with will always want someone else...so hell why not go out and do what you want and not have to worrie bout anything.... i mean hell yeah i give the people props on who has a realtionship and are doing good dont get me wrong...but i am simply staing a fact for the people that cant feel this love just cuz the person they thing and know they love dont want them...there is a 71% of people that are lonely in this world right now... and i promise they have someone that leads them on as if they want to be with them and never act apon it...so to the people that knows what i am going through...take this into thought ...i mean i know i sound like doctor phill but trust me i know what i am talking bout.... and no this aint the first time this shit has happend to me... shit every girl i have dated has done this to me...and i feel like its a bunch of bull shit to put up with...i am looking out for those ppl that have had there heart broken so many times they cant take the shit no more...hell ppl should go out and have fun .... cuz life aint for ever...and no i aint saying go out and fuck every person in sight...i am saying go out and spend time with someone to get shit off your mind and just live life to the fullest...cuz this life time only comes once and you dont wanna be the one who was sad there whole fucking life now are you? but let this be a reminder....once they fuck you over they will always fuck you over...so when that time comes where they want you back tell them its just a lil too late cuz they had there chance and they blew it...1 chance is all anyone needs....i they cant do it for that 1st time they cant do for you at all... anyways if you read all of this thanx show you care and i hope i made since.... HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR...even though mine sucked... and i hope your next year goes good for ya... i am out!!!....more blogs to come... peace out,

ife.... so your here....and you really want to know what i am talking bout..so here goes nothing sit back relax cuz this is a long one... ok, every one that knows i went to texas right...well lets put it into these following terms...I MADE A BIG MISTAKE....and if you know who i was dating before i left....this is not bout her so dont even go there.....My mistake was ever leaving NC cuz of the fact since i have been back my everyday life is fucked...i mean it has it's times of fun...but not bouncing from place to....it's bull shit...i should have satyed home i would have had my own place...but like always being young and dumb you always going to have learn the hard way....your probly sitting there thinking oh its cuz hes single thats why he feels so down...only 5% right if you think that...yea i hate being alone...but seeing what i put up with in my realtionship shit it feels pretty good the way things are....i dont have someone hounding me bout where i go what i do....and no i havent givin up on dating but i sure do have a new perspective on it....once i find that one i can be with yea ill settle down but untill that day....well, i guess i keep on with my life walking the hard road untill i find the light....ok,back to the subject i got way off here....ok, so you look round you....take a good look...then pause and think....theres some many ppl that have it so good...wonder why?? most ppl have everything handed to them....for the others we have to go out in the world and bust our asses to get what we want...but heres a thought....Let them walk in our fucking shoes and see how far they make it ya know???....If they have seen half of the shit we be through they would be thankfull that everything is handed to them on a silver platter...But, thats not what this is all bout...there's a catch to all of this....And here it is, the ppl that have everything handed to them walk all over the one that has to work for everything...and not saying all of them BUT most of them do...trust me if your on my list and reading this...this aint bout yall you all are my homies!!!....and to those that are reading this that walked on me guess what!!!!....fuck yall!!! theres going to be that one day i make it better than i am right now and you going have your hand out for help and what you will recieve will be a big helping of KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS!!!.....Sorry yall had to let that one out!!! lol.... anyways back on track here.... Heres the big part of why life loves to bring you down....and this relates to what i was just sayin...Having a really kind heart has its up then its down's....the up's are the fact you can help someone out in anyway to see them happy... but then the downer is the fact your not happy your self but you tend to show like there is nothing wrong.....well truth is ppl the ones with the kind heart are always going to be there for you and they will always try to make you smile....but there comes a time when you need to do so as well as they did to you cuz 99% of the kind hearted are the ones that really need someone to make them smile....not saying helping ya is bad or anything...but hey we all have feelings and the way you feel when you get a big smile from someone that made you feel better ...well some times they need it too ya know....lift them off the ground once and awhile and i bet you will see a bigger change in there lifes...... HERE'S SOME THING FOR THE PPL IN REALTIONSHIPS!!! Ok, i have noticed all the ppl thatare with someone and they clame to be happy but behind close doors they fight like cats and dogs.... the number one cause of fighting in realtionships is jealousy....let it fucking go ppl....trust me!! what you think ended my realtionships?? i used to be just like yall...but when take the time out and think long and hard bout the one your with...if you dont know they are cheating on you....talk to them if you think they are dont sit there and assume that they are its not worth it....if they are they come out and tell you or you catch them kick there fucking ass to the curb and quit tryin...once a fucking cheater always a fucking cheater....but we have to include...this touchy lil thing.."i love (him/or her) so much i dont wanna lose them"....if they show they dont wanna be with you why the hell you wanna even try ya know? there is someone out there for you thats way fucking better then their dumb ass.....if the cant see you perfect for them....then fuck it its time to let go...."Well what it ended over of what someone told them" then my friend they are dumb as fuck...sorry to say that but the ppl who listen to the hear say bull shit are just as childish as the one who told them the bull shit....ya know...i mean if you cant act like a fucking human beaing and talk it out why do you wanna go day to day at each others throats?? theres no since in it...and its a waste of time...thats not all though theres alot more then just what i said....for instance you have the ones that are like well you cant go here and you cant go there unless i am with you!!....BULL SHIT, thats when you look at them and be like since when the fuck did you become the boss of me??? ya know!!, i mean god damn ppl this shit goes on every day but still theres so many ppl that sit there and put up with this shit just to be with the one they think they love or do love....it takes someone that really cares bout you to let you go hang with your friends and not wanting to be up your ass 24/7...ppl have to have breaks ...if they dont it normaly leads into breaking up with each other.... And like forest gump "thats all i gotta say bout that" But only for now...I'll post a life...part 2 soon!! lol anyways hope you had fun being in my mind for a lil bit! and hope you come to realize to some of you heres what you been asking me and heres ya answers....if they help ya glad they helped ya if not i dont know what to tell ya lol anyways leave your comments at the bottom of the page.... and I'll see you niggas on the flip side!!! PEACE NIGGA ,TOOTELS ,GOODBYE ,SEE YA ,GO HOME ,BYE-NESS,HAVE A NICE DAY..... WHY YOU STILL SITTING HERE I SAID GO HOME!!! DAMN IT LOL D'NIGGA OUT FLIP SIDE CHIRPY!!!

So i am back once again for the part 2 yall have been waitin for...so shit sit back kick it with a nigga as he shows you life through different faces... HERE GOES NOTHING..... LIFE PART 2...... Helping one another... Yea, thats right ppl its time for you to look into helping your true friends cuz you never know when you will need there help....no matter what help will be for....ok yes many now me as a kind hearte person and they also know me as a cold hearted S.O.B....well let me inlighting yall ppl on some true facts that will make you feel good bout helping someone out that really needs your help...Ok, lets start with a perosn being down...now the person being down wants to comforted in some way cause they are so mixed up and lost they dont know what to do...well most of the time you've probly been down the same road as them in the way they are when they come seeking your advise...So the thing for you to do is to break it down for them in a way they can understand so they know what your talking bout word for word.... if you explain it to them and they understand 100% what you are talking bout chances are you will hear thanx nigga you showed me the light that pointed me into the right path....or you could hear man that shit you told me was bull shit....ether way...you tried...and thats all you can do...so they are going to thank you one way or the other....thats if they aint a complete ass!!! LOL next subject life.... so should we start...??? ok here we go.... LIFE.... Yes my friends life is a mother fucka at times....and then sometimes it's so fucking fun you wish it would never stop...but to every good time there is a bad time waiting to happen...trust me i know this from every day life....i mean you look at the shit i have been trough and you would know what i am talking bout....like i get something i have always wanted or bout to get it and something comes in the way and fucks it up....might not always be right then and there but it happens....theres no turning away from it....cuase the simple fact is for everything good....there comes evil round the mother fucking cornner....it never fails....you life can be so good....take for instaince...like say you got a good girlfriend or boyfriend.... and everything is going so good you think nothing could go wrong ......well guess agian something is always going to come along to fuck it all up....maybe not forever but for them times...fights happen in a realtionship every 5 mins in the world...if you dont believe me... shit just look at all the ppl you know thats got someone they love so much and see how much they fight....shit is going to happen one way or another....its the balance of life....can have eveything good all the time or it would tip over and fall to its death.....theres got to be them lil fuck up's to make it stay on course or to fall off course into another way of life....i might not be making any since but think bout it long and hard you might figuer out what i am talking bout.... Thing's that make you feel like you are above the world are something that wont last for long....if you don't believe me try it...if i am wrong then come to me and pimp smack me in the face....but i bet you will never have that chance cuz what i just said is true as the mother fucking sky is blue....anyways i cant write no more...make me feel like i am going soft on yall and that shit aint cool...LOL sike...i just got to make sure you all will come back for more thats if i make any since of the blogs i posted before you....anyways my ranting and raving is done for tonight....so yall can go home now and get of D'z nutz.... LOL joking ppl dont get hoefended!!! part 3 might come out soon..... depending if i wanna write it... anyways... peace.... love... chicken... grease...