ife....
so your here....and you really want to know what i am talking bout..so here goes nothing sit back relax cuz this is a long one...
ok, every one that knows i went to texas right...well lets put it into these following terms...I MADE A BIG MISTAKE....and if you know who i was dating before i left....this is not bout her so dont even go there.....My mistake was ever leaving NC cuz of the fact since i have been back my everyday life is fucked...i mean it has it's times of fun...but not bouncing from place to....it's bull shit...i should have satyed home i would have had my own place...but like always being young and dumb you always going to have learn the hard way....your probly sitting there thinking oh its cuz hes single thats why he feels so down...only 5% right if you think that...yea i hate being alone...but seeing what i put up with in my realtionship shit it feels pretty good the way things are....i dont have someone hounding me bout where i go what i do....and no i havent givin up on dating but i sure do have a new perspective on it....once i find that one i can be with yea ill settle down but untill that day....well, i guess i keep on with my life walking the hard road untill i find the light....ok,back to the subject i got way off here....ok, so you look round you....take a good look...then pause and think....theres some many ppl that have it so good...wonder why?? most ppl have everything handed to them....for the others we have to go out in the world and bust our asses to get what we want...but heres a thought....Let them walk in our fucking shoes and see how far they make it ya know???....If they have seen half of the shit we be through they would be thankfull that everything is handed to them on a silver platter...But, thats not what this is all bout...there's a catch to all of this....And here it is, the ppl that have everything handed to them walk all over the one that has to work for everything...and not saying all of them BUT most of them do...trust me if your on my list and reading this...this aint bout yall you all are my homies!!!....and to those that are reading this that walked on me guess what!!!!....fuck yall!!! theres going to be that one day i make it better than i am right now and you going have your hand out for help and what you will recieve will be a big helping of KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS!!!.....Sorry yall had to let that one out!!! lol....
anyways back on track here.... Heres the big part of why life loves to bring you down....and this relates to what i was just sayin...Having a really kind heart has its up then its down's....the up's are the fact you can help someone out in anyway to see them happy... but then the downer is the fact your not happy your self but you tend to show like there is nothing wrong.....well truth is ppl the ones with the kind heart are always going to be there for you and they will always try to make you smile....but there comes a time when you need to do so as well as they did to you cuz 99% of the kind hearted are the ones that really need someone to make them smile....not saying helping ya is bad or anything...but hey we all have feelings and the way you feel when you get a big smile from someone that made you feel better ...well some times they need it too ya know....lift them off the ground once and awhile and i bet you will see a bigger change in there lifes......
HERE'S SOME THING FOR THE PPL IN REALTIONSHIPS!!!
Ok, i have noticed all the ppl thatare with someone and they clame to be happy but behind close doors they fight like cats and dogs....
the number one cause of fighting in realtionships is jealousy....let it fucking go ppl....trust me!! what you think ended my realtionships??
i used to be just like yall...but when take the time out and think long and hard bout the one your with...if you dont know they are cheating on you....talk to them if you think they are dont sit there and assume that they are its not worth it....if they are they come out and tell you or you catch them kick there fucking ass to the curb and quit tryin...once a fucking cheater always a fucking cheater....but we have to include...this touchy lil thing.."i love (him/or her) so much i dont wanna lose them"....if they show they dont wanna be with you why the hell you wanna even try ya know? there is someone out there for you thats way fucking better then their dumb ass.....if the cant see you perfect for them....then fuck it its time to let go...."Well what it ended over of what someone told them" then my friend they are dumb as fuck...sorry to say that but the ppl who listen to the hear say bull shit are just as childish as the one who told them the bull shit....ya know...i mean if you cant act like a fucking human beaing and talk it out why do you wanna go day to day at each others throats?? theres no since in it...and its a waste of time...thats not all though theres alot more then just what i said....for instance you have the ones that are like well you cant go here and you cant go there unless i am with you!!....BULL SHIT, thats when you look at them and be like since when the fuck did you become the boss of me??? ya know!!, i mean god damn ppl this shit goes on every day but still theres so many ppl that sit there and put up with this shit just to be with the one they think they love or do love....it takes someone that really cares bout you to let you go hang with your friends and not wanting to be up your ass 24/7...ppl have to have breaks ...if they dont it normaly leads into breaking up with each other....
And like forest gump "thats all i gotta say bout that"
But only for now...I'll post a life...part 2 soon!! lol
anyways hope you had fun being in my mind for a lil bit!
and hope you come to realize to some of you heres what you been asking me and heres ya answers....if they help ya glad they helped ya if not i dont know what to tell ya lol
anyways leave your comments at the bottom of the page....
and I'll see you niggas on the flip side!!!
PEACE NIGGA ,TOOTELS ,GOODBYE ,SEE YA ,GO HOME
,BYE-NESS,HAVE A NICE DAY.....
WHY YOU STILL SITTING HERE I SAID GO HOME!!! DAMN IT LOL D'NIGGA OUT FLIP SIDE CHIRPY!!!
