Why does life have to be so bad? It seems like things are just falling apart around me and I have no one to talk to about it. The one person I am supposed to count on, I'm hurting even worse by talking about it. I have been so sad and pretty much depressed for the past 2 weeks. I can't help it. People tell me to just get over it, but I can't. It's harder than people think. Work sucks, personal life sucks. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm ready to just disappear and no one believes me. I'm so damn tired of crying everyday and crying myself to sleep at night. I'm sure my best friends are reading this and asking what in the hell is wrong w/me, because I'm not like this when I'm with them. I can put on a BIG front!! That's what I have been doing for the past 2 weeks. I have been miserable. Thanks for listening to me bitch. I had to get this out of my system some how. I love you guys!!!
