Driving Fast Untill I Crash's blog: "MeLiissaRocks"

Why does life have to be so bad? It seems like things are just falling apart around me and I have no one to talk to about it. The one person I am supposed to count on, I'm hurting even worse by talking about it. I have been so sad and pretty much depressed for the past 2 weeks. I can't help it. People tell me to just get over it, but I can't. It's harder than people think. Work sucks, personal life sucks. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm ready to just disappear and no one believes me. I'm so damn tired of crying everyday and crying myself to sleep at night. I'm sure my best friends are reading this and asking what in the hell is wrong w/me, because I'm not like this when I'm with them. I can put on a BIG front!! That's what I have been doing for the past 2 weeks. I have been miserable. Thanks for listening to me bitch. I had to get this out of my system some how. I love you guys!!!

ahh so excited, prob. wont want to come home. Who knows, i might not!!! I need to get out of this hell hole.

DONT YOU HATE IT WHEN YOU THINK YOU CAN TRUST SOMEONE THEY TURN AROUND AND TREAT YOU LIKE SOME PIECE OF TRASH THAT CAN JUST THROW OUT AND FORGET ABOUT.... YEPP THATS ME... HAHA.. JUST WHEN I THOUGHT ID HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TOO.. NO ONE REALIZED HOW FUCKED UP MY LIFE IS BUT WHO CARES.. HATE BOYS.

The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 26. Who would be in control? 27. Would you pull my hair? 28. Would you let me pull yours? 29. Would you whisper in my ear? 30. Would you talk dirty to me? 31. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 32. Would you say my name? 33. Would u give me head/eat me out? 34. Would you let me give you a hickie? 35. How many rounds would we go? 36. What would you wanna do afterwards? 37. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 38. Would you lick and bite me all over? 39. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 40. Would you want me to take my time? 41. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 42. Would you want fast or slow? 43. Would you be loud or quiet? 44. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 45. Would you do it today? 46. Would you do it tomorrow? 47. Would u wanna make me moan? 48. What position would u ........ want me to have u in? 49.Would u let me fuck u hard? 50 .Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 51. Would u fuck me in the shower? 52.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? 53. Would you let me handcuff or tie you up to the bed and fuck you? 54. Would you lock me up and tease me? 55. Would you let me lock you up and tease you? 56. What makes u want 2 fuck me? 57. Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? 58. Would u fuck me in front of people? 59. Would u fuck me again and again? 60. Would u have cyber sex with me? Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... ( ) mean explain 61. Where would we be? [ ]My house [ ]Ur House [ ]Pool [ ]Shower [ ]parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in ( ) 62. What position? [ ]Doggy Style [ ]Missionary [ ]69 [ ]OTHER...( ) 63.What would you use?? [ ]chains and whips [ ]choc. syrup and whip cream [ ]strawberries and whip cream [ ]cherries and chocolate [ ]ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...( ) 44. Lights? [ ]ON [ ]OFF 66 .Givin Head? [ ]Yes [ ]No 67. Gettin some head [ ]Yes [ ]No 68. Protection? [ ]Yes [ ]No 69. Day or Night? [ ]DAY [ ]NIGHT 70.top or bottom [ ]top [ ]bottom