I dont even know where to start it all started yesturday in the bathroom my aide asked for a millionth time If I had aked anything wheither or not if they know of anyone who cleans carpet I said the people I asked said they would get back to me she goes it really needs to be done now to clear the air If and when I get the carpet cleaned I have to pay for it myself because certain people not naming names are going to be talking about lack of $$$$$$ so yeah I have to here all the time that the carpet needs to be cleaned its frustrating for many reasons. Since my aides don't want to rent a machine because they dont wanna get hurt this that and the other etc) I have to find someone really cheap that will clean carpet.
Its really sad because I have no one around me to anything much like clean my carpet I have to ask my friends for favors I mean its ok to do at times but I dont want it to be a habbit because lets face it no ones gonna do anything for you for free especialy for me because I'm disabled I mean thats a given the argument lasted for a while the bottom line the carpet needs to be cleaned but.... whos going to do it????? not my aides because they dont wanna get hurt, my friends aren't gonna it than my question is who is gonna do it????
Whats funny is that I said ok I will clean it than I get the no you will get hurt speech well than its not gonna be cleanes on its own duh then aide said I was being unreasonable because I said I would clean it on my own regaudless or not I get hurt at least it would get done and I would not have to hear about it everyday after the arguement I was crying so hard I was shaking so bad I'm just tired of people saying that this needs to be done and that needs to be done and no one is going to help.
To top it off I have a mygraine that has lasted 3 days if it was not for Robert calming me dowm when he did It would be worse I was crying at the fact that I go through enough shit as is now I got ppl bugging me about freakin carpet.
