So last night I was talking to Robert he was on his way home from work then all of a sudden my aide comes back upstairs and says ok time for bed which was fine but in the process my state of the art phone had died and I was still talking to Robert he called back like three times and I could not get the second phone I finally got the other phone called Robert back but there was no answer I called back like 9 times but he must have gone to bed he was so tired from work the bad thing was I did not get a chance to tell him I love him I feel so empty if I dont say it to him yes.... I know it sounds funny but thats how i am.
On top of that my aide was yelling at me because I was in this thing you are suppose to call a chair for 14 hours but ok to recapp I always get a long ass lecture becase when I attept to get out off my chair I almost fall and break my neck I'm suppose to lay down doing the day because this chair kills my body which I was going to do but I was writting so I ended up writting til 11pm. Now mind you my body feels like shit but I must go on the world does noy stop because my body hurts thats a given.
Now I'm confussed because in the morning when I get up I wanna stay in bed because I hear when you get up you may fall so wouldn't the same thing apply if I went to go lay down????? maybe I'm crazy but yeah I was sad last night because it makes no sense really when I do point out that my body feels like shit no one cares because they are afraid I'm going to fall well HELLO PEOPLE I'm DISABLED so thats sort of a given and how do you find out wheither you can do something with out taking risks????
anyways.
