I am a fool, A fool who wants to live in fantasy land
A fool who longs to be wanted, And to want
I know I am not much, will i ever be enough?
I am a fool, Why do I Constantly assure that?
why am I quick to fall into this trap?
will I ever get out, ever come back?
to long to belong, to long to be
Together, with someone who is in love with me
someone who takes me at what I am
and wants nothing more,
I am not much, will never be enough for you
yet my heart still cries, for your approval
Your grace to me is like an angel
I will follow forever faithful
till time has lapsed and you fly away,
my heart is empty, for death I pray
-- JS




For anyone who has ever felt the world is against them...I wrote this cause I worry and I am upset about what the most important person in my life has been going through lately:

I tore my heart out of my chest
beating, bleeding, nothing left
pain so deep I see no end
turning inside, darkness closes in
trying to find that glimmer of hope
that shard of release, buried deep
total blackening...trying to reach
fingers extend grasping the cold
forever gripping, losing hold
rending flesh free from bone
trying to find a sanctuary a home...


I am lost with no end in sight
running fast through endless night
walls abound where open was
feelings crippled mentally undone
seeking refuge finding none
Am i over, is this the one?
Taking no prisoners cause I am Done..



I am into all sorts of stuff i like to be physical, but also enjoy just chillin. I am too Honest for my own good....Don't believe me ask me something...I love to write... If I had a dollar for every friend I have...I'd owe someone $18.62.... I have a weird sense of humor...I love cartoons...I'll try anything once... one of my favorite quotes is : Shhh don't turn this rape into a Murder."...When I was young I used to strive to fit in and have friends....Now I strive to be different...and realize there really aren't that many true friends out there..I have a small dick...But to make up for It I got the side of it tattooed with a picture of a giant Dick.... Jell-o Rocks....If you cut me I bleed....If you cut me I'll probably break some of your bones... ...I do not understand why someone would buy a blowup doll...Dick piercings scare me... If I had to choose between a dog or a cat...I would choose a fish...I love all types of Music...most people I know are shocked if they see my cd collection..I Love stand up comedy...Dane Cook Rules..so does Mitch Hedberg....Brian Reagan...and Mitch Fatel...I like to be random.....I have the Pain tolerance of a moth.... I just want to be loved.


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Atreyu, a Perfect circle, AFI, He Is Legend, HIM, CKY, Limp Bizkit, Orgy, Rammstein, Eminem, Justin Timberlake, Korn, Type o Negative, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, Bullet for my Valetine, Exies, Everlast, Mudvayne, 10 Years, Deadsy, Cradle of Filth, Killswitch Engage, Bleed the Dream, Stone Sour, System of a down, Gnarls Barkley, Eagles of Death Metal, We are scientists, Everytime I Die, Foo Fighters, Foreigner, Panic at the Disco, Powerman 5000, Sevendust, Soil, Soilwork, Graveworm, Staind, Taproot, Thousand foot krutch, Adema, Def Leppard, Avenged Sevenfold, Bloodsimple, Buck Cherry, Coal Chamber, Butthole surfers, Dope, Drowning Pool, Incubus, Linkin Park, Motograter, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Shinedown, Nonpoint, Pussycat dolls, Fieldys Dreams, Eagles, Beatles, Toto, Neil Diamond, Beastie Boys, Led zepplin, Phantom of the opera, Crazy Anglos, Usher, Lil john, No Doubt, Busta Rhymes, DMX, Ice Cube, Snoop Dogg, Dr. Dre, Jay Z, Evanescence, As I Lay Dying, Wolves Among Sleep, Bloodhound Gang, Toadies, Ozzy, Fear Factory, Turbo Negro, Nickelback, Breaking Benjamin, Offspring, Cypress Hill, Smile Empty Soul, All American Rejects, 3 Days Grace, Crossfade, Death cab For cutie, Roadrunner United, Kottonmouth Kings, Hinder, Dem Franchise Boys, Papa Roach, Tool, Seven Mary Three, Hed PE, Pillar, Skillet, Dimmu Borgir, Institute, Children of Bodom, Kid Rock, John cougar, Tantric, Days Of The New, Silvertide, Alien Ant Farm, Life of Agony, Opiate for the Masses, Full Scale, Alter Bridge, Audioslave, Rage against the Machine,

I love Movies, Vampire Movies are my Favorites, I also like: Snatch, the Transporter, Payback, Resident Evil, Resident Evil :Apocolypse, The Ringer, Happy Gilmore, Tommy Boy, Dumb and Dumber, Pale Rider, Unforgiven, Leathal Weapon 2, The one, Fearless, House of flying daggers, Kung fu hustle, Ong Bak, Twin warriors, Fist Of Legend, Running Scared, Brick, Conspiracy Theory, Dirty Harry, Two mules for sister sarah, Minority report, Paycheck, Secret Window, Sleepy Hollow, The Hills have eyes, MST3K, Old School, Envy, Dodgeball, Something about mary, Kiss the dragon, Romeo must die, Over the hedge, LOTR: Fellowship of the ring, LOTR: The Two Towers, LOTR: Return of the king, Star wars ( all ), Star Trek 2,3,4,6, Insurection, Independence Day, T2, Jurassic Park, Batman Begins, Daredevil, X-men 1,2,&3, Bloodrayne, Underworld, Underworld: evolution, 12 angry men, Army of Darkness, Evil dead, Bubba Ho-tep, The Patriot, Sixth Sense, Pulp Fiction, Reseviour dogs, Kill Bill 1 & 2, Clerks, Mallrats, Dogma, Jay and Silent Bob strike back, Jackass, CKY, and many more.

Jonathan Davis