Leche's blog: "Leche Looks..."

I'm sorry I use you And sorry I abuse you I'm just a criminal I'm certainly habitual I have the urge to love I can feel love I'm just a broken doll And my heart is so small Give me a chance to give I wanna live I dream of being true But its me and not you You're my sleeve Your feelings exposed in each weave I don't want to hurt you But people like me do what they do

Those awful teenagers and their dope The kink in society's chain The knot in the rope Shade us with your bibles Baptize us in the isles Jesus saves The drugs crave So board the van and wave Cause the world is on it's pave Detox your brains With magic prophecy Wanting to be high is oddity Feeling the wish to breathe You could never achieve Dear teenager you must cry Don't medicate to feel high Suffer sober Feel each minute you die

Why am I choking on emotions so weak? Since when do I feel? I'm beating on the steering wheel I'm trying to deal I've just come unraveled and the pain has traveled I feel it in my fingers and i'm acheing in my toes Because I'm screaming and there's no one to know No one to know tears To feel fears Why am I crying? Why are we dying? Maybe I'm lying.. This isn't me Because I was made whole Strong and bold and oh so cold I'm in a state of sour decay and I'm rotting where I sit and I'm stinking where I lay The only thing dying is the wall I've built and the pretense i've spilled Cause I'm alive in a way that I can't stand to say My heart beats and I'm my own defeat I guess I'm born again They say "feel" and I say "when"

I feel the wind And it rattles me within So the shivering begins Sadness always wins The harsh sting on my face My blood pumping is a waste Because I could never be the case No smell No taste Hungry hands hungry for you Hurt people do what they do But they can't love like I do Lonely eyes cry for you I'm sitting in the sand Real life I can't withstand Broken hearts can't understand The painful wind of men

1. Do you lay awake at night and think about feelings that scare you to admit? 2. Are you lonely? 3. Does the sound of someone's heartbeat next to you put you to sleep at night? 4. Can you see yourself happy one day? 5. Would you let me know every secret? 6. Do you dream about love when you sleep? 7. Could we dance in the dark with no music at all? 8. Should I kiss you with passion or innocence? 9. Are you scared to grow old alone? 10. Will you let me love you?