Why am I choking
on emotions so weak?
Since when do I feel?
I'm beating on the steering wheel
I'm trying to deal
I've just come unraveled
and the pain has traveled
I feel it in my fingers
and i'm acheing in my toes
Because I'm screaming
and there's no one to know
No one to know tears
To feel fears
Why am I crying?
Why are we dying?
Maybe I'm lying..
This isn't me
Because I was made whole
Strong and bold
and oh so cold
I'm in a state of sour decay
and I'm rotting where I sit
and I'm stinking where I lay
The only thing dying is the wall I've built
and the pretense i've spilled
Cause I'm alive in a way
that I can't stand to say
My heart beats
and I'm my own defeat
I guess I'm born again
They say "feel"
and I say "when"
