I wish there was some way to turn my heart off.
The pain I feel is still so damned intense.
I keep telling myself there's no point.
Yet, I'm still not convinced.
Why do I love so fucking hard?
Why can't I stop it when it's over?
All I can see through the tears is your face.
Your voice haunts me.
You are in my dreams at night.
I can still picture you next to me.
I feel so stupid.
Unrequited love sucks balls.
I am so damned pissed off at myself.
Fuck it.
I guess I just continue to cry till it goes away.
I'm so tired of the aloneness.
