Slee's blog: "Uhhh"

             First a rant.: I don't like the "liking" thing on here. I realize it's just people getting points for the most part. It's stupid though, what if you don't like them? It says all these people like me. If they knew me, they may not like me. Plenty of people don't like me. I'm not saying I'm not very likeable. I think if I met me, or talked to me, I'd like me. Maybe not though, it would depend on what mood I was in when I met myself, and which medications I was on or not on. I'm just an honest person, and believe highly in honesty. It seems like such a lie to hit the like button when you don't know the person, never even visitied their page, read their blogs, jack shit. You may hate the person. You could have opposing paths and philosiphies in life. Maybe you love animals, and you hit like on someone who tortures them for fun. It's not the case with me, I love animals, it's just an example. There's plenty that people can know about me from reading my page and my blogs. There's probably other stuff in my stash for people to know more about me, and decide if they like me or not.

             Next, if you have no words on your page, I don't know if I like you. I don't know how I would rate you either, so I probably won't do either of those. I do look for words, and many people don't have any.   This brings me to the words people do have on their page. I guess I realize that there are tons of people who get on here wanting to do naked or sex stuff as their primary goal. I had a guy who kept trying to talk to me. He said hi, and stuff like that. When I got back home, I said " Hi, sorry I was gone doing stuff, I'm back now though, or something like that. He asked if i would get on messenger, I say nah, and he said bye. Not sure why he wouldn't just talk in the shout box, and I don't want to think about it. So yes, I deal with pervs too. Both pervs who are gay males, who want to do " stuff " with me, and pervs who are straight males that mistake me for being a female and want to do stuff for me. 

           I'm almost certain that those people don't read your page. Often times they probably don't even visit your page. I read your page. I'm sick of seeing all the - stuff at the top talking about nsfw, no hookups, no web sex, etc. ect...-  Yes, I do suppose that is stuff about you, in the stuff about you section. The people who it's usually directed to, don't fucking read it though. And if they do, then they probably still don't give a shit. It's ignored. Please feel free to prove me wrong on that, I do want to be wrong on this one. Write down the date. Now erase that part of your profile. For the next three weeks, count the pervs you deal with. Now, put it back in there. Now count the number of pervs you deal with in the next three weeks. Show me the numbers.

         I've talked to people who have said specifically they don't want to talk about sex here. I get one word, or maybe one sentence replies. Maybe I'm just borring or something. There's profiles that talk about the other person being able to hold a conversation. I haven't had much more luck with those ones either. So, if you are going to give people stuff not to talk about, why not give them stuff TO talk about? I feel like I'm trying to pry words out of people. Eventually I just get condascending, and that's my "bad".

      Next subject. The Horizon card, aka " food stamps ". I'm a socialist at heart. No one should ever starve when other people are eating meals that cost over a hundred dollars, and drinking even more expensive wines. No one should have to worry about being able to have food, water, and shelter. People pay money here, just to have their picture in certain places, it could be spent on food, or vitamins, or milk, or whatever. I'm not hating, just pointing it out. I'm all about helping people out. I'd be several thousand dollars richer than I am now if I didn't help other people out, and I'm pretty fucking broke at the moment. 

     So yah, sometimes people need help. Government assistance should be their last resort. The food stamps program needs to be totally redone. Things people should not be able to purchase with food stamps: Candy, pop/soda, chips, or fried anything, basically, no shit food or drink. Also, no buying water with them, other than 2 bottles at a time. If it's 90 degrees outside, and you are far from your home, and you forgot to fill your waterbottle up somewhere, then yes, you can get some water. Only enough to survive, and I do mean survive, until you get home, or someplace with a faucet. Anything with more fat than nutritional value, not allowed to buy. No more twinkies, or any of that shit. All falls under " shit food". To get on food stamps one will need to have a complete budget analysis done. Someone will evaluate your situation, and tell you how you can spend OUR money. It's not your money, you didn't do anything to get it except need it. After you are told how you can spend it, you will save your reciepts. Routine audits will be done. Ever heard of the 3 strikes your out rule? Well you get one warning, then you are fucking done. You can fuck up once, you get another shot. Fuck up again, and it's rations. You will have food, water, and shelter enough to live, but you won't like it. You eat what we give you. You live where we put you. You drink the water from your faucet, you may even have a filter for it if you convince us you are worthy.

       Yesterday I stood in line waiting to buy my three items at harmons. It's a grocerie store, they treat their employees like shit, and I shouldn't shop there. It's hard to find a decent store, one that isn't evil. It was only a few things though. Chicken, onion, and skim milk. The overweight lady in front of me with her overweight child, had a whole cartload of shit. Lots of candy, a couple cases of water, and other stuff. She paid with a horizon card/foodstamps. So, you are poor but can buy candy? and bottled water? Some people are just genetically large. I am not predjudice against fat people. Be as large as you want, it's what you do and how you treat people that matters. These people either had more than enough money for food, or were buying the wrong kinds of food though. Letting people buy shit food, is not helping them. If you can buy pop with it, you should be able to buy beer and wine. A human's or really any animals' basic needs should be provided to them. Soda, is counter productive to basic needs. So when someone buys soda, you are basically paying for them to take away from their basic needs. That should not be provided for. Not only that but we are paying them to feed their children unhealthfully, and develop bad eating and drinking habbits. Kids shouldn't starve, they also shouldn't be fed shit food!!!!!!!!!!!     

           It's not that I don't ever have soda, or bottled water, or candy. I do occasionally. I do so with my own money. I also have drank way more than my share of booze. Drinking is something that I'm cutting way back on due to relationship/life reasons, money, and health reasons. Do you know where I got my money for booze? From being in the fucking army. By being deployed in Afghanistan and Iraq. By being fucked over more times than I can possibly count. Now I'm just another fucked war veteran trying to get my life together. It also sucks because I hate the society that I helped fucking protect. Sometimes I wish the US would have been blown all to hell while I was in Afghanistan or Iraq. The country I came back to, isn't one that I would fight for again. People don't appreciate or deserve much of what they have here. Sorry, the army and society rant came out of nowhere. But basically, if I'm givving money to someone for food, they shouldn't buy fucking shitfood with it.

                Ok, I'm done for now. Ya'll enjoy your weekend.