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my temperature is 101.2. i could be sick, but i think its just going in to shut down mode. I think my brain is gonna get a break and a full nights sleep will be had...yaye for the human body...life/energy/organisms are so amazing...i think of computers overheating, blue screening and shutting down...my body seems to be doing this, and its amazing...its like...I've had enough...although *I* would argue I had had enough about 6 days ago, but that's just me. the man with the knife can suck it tonight...i doubt he will be allowed to show up, as the mind is fried until it reboot.
on the flip side, my day time life is kind of cool at the moment...i love my new job, i love the people that are in my daily life. i am not yelled at by customers and i still don't have to place the kid in after care....she likes coming to work and helping out and being around the people she loves as well. making more money would be a plus, but really my needs are being met, as are the Z baby's. I think that the Buddha hit it spot on when he (reportedly) said that desire is the root of sadness. desire can be a good thing, it can motivate us, it can keep us going in a forward motion, but allowing desire to overtake you, and then not have Desire met, it can be anguishing and painful. I think I am very fortunate in that it is not often that my Desires outweigh what I am receiving from life in general. appreciation over expectation i guess *shrug n a grin*
