well, i'm not sure if people read these things..butttt...I'm Lisa...or Zoe's Mom depending on who you are and how we meet . Its been she and me against the world for the last 9 years or so. I am an ex carnie...i traveled off and on for about 20 odd years....went a lot of places, and still saw very little...the life was arduous...but the money was decent and it gave me a sense of being a part of family. once the child became school age, things had to change though, so that chapter has been behind me for a while.

I am a bit of a geek....if you understood the allusion from my name on this thing, then you probably are too.

I am an apathetic atheist....i hold no personal belief in god...and could care less if you do...so long as you are aware that your beliefs are yours and trying to make me believe in your god or trying to bless my day through your god would be like doing the same thing...but using santa claus as your source. i state this up front...because...for some people...atheism is a problem.


im chunky..not in an, oh I'm saying this so that someone will compliment me...sort of way. Im chunky. Im tall so I tend to carry my weight well, but I have been dealing with some medical issues the last year or so, and I gained more weight than I would like to deal with. So currently my goal, beyond supporting myself and my kid...is to lose a good chunk of weight over the next 12 mos. I am not happy when I look in the mirror, and so its time for change. dr pepper is like crack to me. i am an introvert and maybe a bit fickle. i don't want to cyber, and if i were to ever be in a relationship again it would have to sneak up on me. i am a great partner, i like to take care of people, but i have also grown accustomed to not having to answer to anyone but me. i am very liberal minded and will judge you in my mind depending on how you spell faux tv...however i tend to attract and be attracted to men that actually watch that channel, mostly because i can't seem to drop my *traditional* ideals when it comes to my personal relationships..regardless, i have little time to culture a personal relationship because right now i am pretty busy raising the girl child and am not sure how fair it would be to enter her in to a dating process...and don't really have the means or the time or the desire to just not have her around for the amount of time that it would take...this is not to say that i do not, sometimes...become just unimaginably lonely and vulnerable...so if you are looking to sew oats and somehow are able to fashion all the right words...please be aware that i have only one heart in my chest, and you would be cruel to take advantage of it. I will be honest with you...I am not a friends with benefits type of person. I am not good at separating emotion from physical acts...in return, I would appreciate honesty as well. I am human, and fallible...once ever blue moon, someone says the right things and makes me want to be a part of their life...don't do this.

i have a decent sense of humor, but i like to be treated with respect. i don't want to cyber with you, and i don't want to meet for a fuck just because you are gonna be in town...thanks for asking though? Please, remember i was somebody's daughter :) ...i don't use sb because i feel the messaging gives you a little more information, and i want be able to respond in my own time. i like people who like say more than just *hi*. i like learning about people. so i am game with messaging and will usually follow your tempo...so if you just tell me *hi* that's what you will get back. i live on a two way street :).....while i do not consider myself to be *all that and a bag of chips*, i am pretty well aware that most people start conversations on this thing because of an initial physical attraction (usually..sometimes *gasp* a common interest will crop up and it will strike up a topic thread)....so if you send me a message about how gorgeous you think i am...while i humbly thank you...i will immediately be freaked out by and leery of you. would you ACTUALLY walk up to someone, in person and say *hey, your gorgeous..lets fuck!*. There may very well be people on here who are very receptive to this type of advance...but, for me personally...it gives me a pit in my stomach...and if you did it in person i'd prolly mace you...so...if i just met you, and you tell me you were thinking about me all day, or that your day is good but you wish i was there....scary....anything like that...i will most likely not respond. relationships..be them friendships or *more* are not built in moments....they take time...and patience....if you are looking for someone to be needy with, then I am really sorry...I am not that person. I have a little person to look after and her health and well being come before all else....not my physical wants...and most especially not yours.