As i sit and go over some of the things that went wrong in my life i do have to also look at what has gone right. So far i am blessed with very beautiful children and some friends that i Know would never let me down. As for the ex? Please i am so over it. He screwed up not me and as far as i can see he isn't worth dirt. For someone who claims to not to look down on others that is something he always does. Suffice it to say the jerk has to pay for a new wall because of me ~evil grin~ In my book i feel justification and a small order of revenge.
In saying that i am moving on and moving ever towards my ultimate goal of moving the hell outa pa and to a place that's much warmer and where i know i can relax for the first time in years. The only thing that sucks is i have to wait for it. Isn't being patient a bitch?
As to my up coming surgeries i am not sure when the last two will happen. Hopefully soon as i just want them done and over with. It seems that my hand is healing up nicely so they should be able to do them. Then again who knows i do live in the middle of no where's land with idiot doctors. We shall see and i will make sure to keep my blog up after i see my orthro on the 4th.
Anyways i have said and rambled enough for the nonce.
Blessed Be and Stay Safe,
raven
