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Moving on

So i recently broke up with the one person i "thought" was the One. We seemed to match on every level and everything appeared great. Sadly i was mistaken. To say that his temper is out of hand would be putting it mildly. Anyways i have realized that moving on is much easier when i have the great friends that i do in my life. They know who they are. They have stood by me through everything. Even when i've called at two in the morning. Love you beth. So in stating that i decided to just cut ties with my sudo family up here in pa because they of course wouldn't know the first thing about being supportive or on what a person needs. Getting ready to head south where hell at least it isn't snowing and friggin -5 degrees. Yes its that cold here in NorthCentral PA right now. Damn i hate the cold. So why am i blogging about life if i am content with it? Because i want to. Its my blog and i'll say what i want. Besides i need a great place to vent. Myspace is just too much drama these days. Seriously i can't even say i'm bummed without certain people saying and i shall quote them..."Quite having a pity party for yourself" Sheesh. Thought this was the land of the free and i was free to feel what i wanted. Guess i was wrong there. Then again currently i never seem free to do anything. All that is going to change in a little over 9 months. Starting over is hard but its something i Have to do. No more letting people walk all over me and no more acting like things don't bother me anymore. While yes most things don't and i just let people do what they want there comes a time when a person just has had enough. When being walked over because i'm nice and because they think that i want to hear all their woes becomes too much. Yes i am there for my friends. Those that really matter and again they know who they are. But i am sick and tired of picking up the slack for those that only seem to need me when They have problems. When They need someone to lean on. Funny how that works. They need something they come to me. i need something and they say...Sorry to busy to help you or try to be there for you. Well that all ends now. That goes double for relationships. i am so done catering to the other person even when the other person does Nothing to help the relationship grow or doesn't help better things. Anyways i have done enough ranting. Might at some point post a few poems and things of that nature. For right now this blog is done. Always the free spirit, raven P.S. Beth and Wolf thanks for always being there when i needed someone and you know i'm here for the two of you. Love you to pieces and think the world of you.
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