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Today is Mothers Day. Im not sure how to feel today. I know m
husband and kids love me that isnt what i dont know how to feel about. See i grew up in a house full of abuse and violence.
So here is where i dont know how to feel. My family has all but disowned me cause i have told them all how i felt as a child. Now they just dont talk to me. I finally told my dad what an ass he was for hitting my mom, sister and i. So i guess he just hates me now cause i havent heard 2 words from him since then. I want to call my mom and tell her how much i love her but i know he will answer the phone.
See my kids and I havent seen my mom in over 10 years now. Dont get me wrong i could have gone to see them but raising 2 kids is expensive. We could never really afford to go down there.
So here i sit on another mothers day wondering if they really ever loved me. I was always the disappointment in the family. I guess i just wished that once my mom called me on mothers day to say i love you. Is that too much to ask for?
