brattyredhead's blog: "Just my thoughts"

Today is Mothers Day. Im not sure how to feel today. I know m

husband and kids love me that isnt what i dont know how to feel about. See i grew up in a house full of abuse and violence.

So here is where i dont know how to feel. My family has all but disowned me cause i have told them all how i felt as a child. Now they just dont talk to me. I finally told my dad what an ass he was for hitting  my mom, sister and i. So i guess he just hates me now cause i havent heard 2 words from him since then. I want to call my mom and tell her how much i love her but i know he will answer the phone.

See my kids and I havent seen my mom in over 10 years now. Dont get me wrong i could have gone to see them but raising 2 kids is expensive. We could never really afford to go down there.

So here i sit on another mothers day wondering if they really ever loved me. I was always the disappointment in the family. I guess i just wished that once my mom called me on mothers day to say i love you. Is that too much to ask for?

Ok here goes.

 

  Im so tired of coming on here and everyone talking smack about everyone. What the hell do you people really know about each other or me for that matter. Im tired of feeling like no matter who i am friends with someone always tries to ruin it. I have had more issues with people who are supposedly my friends. This is why i wont join anymore groups. The last one left a bad impression on me. Why the hell cant we all just get along.

 

Cause of this drama i think i have lost my best friend on here. To those women who are doing it .... congrats you win!! If he means that much to you then by all means try for him. But one piece of advice tho. He wont deal with liars and people who want to control him.

Thursday at work,  I was watching this morning show briefly in the break room. That show really got me to thinking about the issue they were discussing. It was about child abuse. My question is .... why now is it a big deal when there were 1,000's of children that died from it before. Like when i was growing up unless you have visible injuries the cops wouldnt touch it. So parents knew back then to hide it under the clothing of their kids. Now tell me who protected them? Im not saying i dont agree with what they are doing now but why is it that we all have to wait til it gets so bad that someone will come in and fix the problem.

 

If you have thoughts or opinions on this please post them. But remember one thing..... I AM A SURVIVOR!!

Today at work it came to the attention of a few managers that one of the women there was being harrassed by a co-worker. They got angry when they found out that the store director wouldnt do anything about it. Im so mad i could go in and really hurt this man for being such a dick head!! But i dont want to lose my job when the economy is really down in the dumps. Im not asking for any comments or to rate this im just posting my thoughts on this issue. Sometimes i wonder if it is really a mans club at the work place. Anyways im trying to convince this women to call the 800 number but she is afraid he will lose his job. Honestly losing his job would maybe shock him into reality. Oh well just venting here!!