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I don't know what to think at times; this week has been a trying one emotional and physical...from the time my son went missing for 7 hours to the information to Miss Caylee being identified and the over whelming thoughts of am I the parent I should be or the ex stepping up too. My mind spins on what I can do more of...rate huh??lol nah...I wanna be a bigger presence than what I am in my sons life and this by no accounts is a mumm...it's me putting the vulnerability out there as in what more can I do. I am tired..I am thinking...my next thing is what action can I do to do more. I seem stuck and yet bewildered. Maybe, the days of old the Serenity Prayer should ring volumes in my head and heart. Who knows...all I know is conviction is setting in!!
Wow...today is moving along smoothly, yet it came to my attention that there are a few that feel that their lack of maturity can carry on in their 30-40's. That's fine because they were given their freedom of speech thankfully to those that serve their country and to let others tear those that did or not becomes a joke. It is no secret before this person's kind words hit their blog that I do post non-raters; my reasoning is simple why take and take? Try giving back to those who freely give of their precious time and energy. As the person assumes which she is wrong in this case I never or will beg for "Bling", in all honesty I've given it to everyone and then some without ever asking for it to be returned. Yet I do appreciate the rates more honestly. Am I upset that this person or two felt the need to tell others to boycott, c'mon she is just one spiteful and shows lack of maturity/respect. To those that don't know and very few do I am retired military and earned every bit of it since I pay with the pains of it still and always will. So when I do re-rate it takes time, energy and some suffering. Believe me on the awesome occasion of trigger lock that I wake to at times reminds me of my daily giving back. If you choose to believe their words of manipulation great, if not even better. I will though encourage each and everyone get to know me and what I do for others before you take your vengeance out without their knowledge. At least those I outed knew they were...or if they read any of my blogs they would of....!!! Hey but no frown here..lol. I smile at the lost ones and hope one day they grow up!!! OOOOOoooOOOOOO and to those that give back you guys are awesome cause I love those that show their love in action and not by words only~!!
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