Arsnik's blog: "Just Crap"

Ok, lately i've been sitting around and can't help but think of all the things I hate either on fubar or outside this addicting thing. Guys with tongue rings, ok well not the tongue ring in general. But when they stick their tongue out in pictures in an attempt to "lure ladies" with their mouthing skills dude I fucking hate that. its unattractive. I hate that fat girls try and mask themselves, by making up this stupid BBW shit, trying to justify that they are unhealthy. news flash fatties, guys don't like blubber, ok some do But they ain't cute so i guess you get what you get. being OVERWEIGHT is NOT I Repeat NOT ATTRACTIVE I think ugly girls should not be allowed to post NSFW pictures. Hey ugly girls! just because a hottie says "lookin good" he's just being nice. he then saves your picture and shows his buddies so they can laugh at you..shit I do that. I hate those cocky people who think that they are better than everyone else "so i'm buying 6 HH's, blah blah blah" Hey cock face, don't you think there are charities you could donate that $100 too? I'm broke and I still donate to the JDRF (juvenile diabetes research fund) maybe you should too. Fuck I hate that people don't read profiles everything you could possibly want to know is written in the ABOUT ME section of a profile.. Example.. Mine States: In a relationship Hey fuck face did you just ask me if I was single? or it also says, I WILL NOT GIVE YOU MY AIM OR YIM. what did you say? you want my yim? can I just put a bullet in your eye? READ PROFILES ASSHOLES. People who Add people just for the fuck of it. Ok so I admit when I first started Fubar last year I did that. But Fuck I grew out of it. I hate that people are here for A popularity contest, GROW UP this is an adult site. I hate that when someone does send a request, the request box is empty. WHY WOULD I ACCEPT THAT? are you real?? I mean god, you can't even say hello? or hey care to add me? NO you leave it blank retards I don't accept those.. I deny them. you'd make a lousy friend, friends say hi to each other. OK I hate how the economy is going down the tubes I can't find a job, and when I do.. The place closes. 2 jobs in 3 months due to store closing. Thanks Bush you Fucking piece of shit someone should assassinated your ass. I hate that its like 20 degrees here i'm fucking cold. I hate Thanksgiving, Christmas, Easter, why? we don't really celebrate them for the reasons they were created fucking greedy ass people . NO VIRGINA THERE ISN'T A SANTA CLAUSE, I FUCKIN SHOT HIS FAT ASS BECAUSE HE CALLED HIMSELF "BBW" ok ok,I think i'm done venting, there is a lot more, but i'll save that for another time enjoy yourself kids.

Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, and then it starts to rain. My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed. But, I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin' but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin' through. Don't let it beat you up. Hittin' walls AND gettin' scars only makes you who you are... only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking... yeeeaaaahhh. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin' but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken. Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place! When you're broken. Oh, when you're broken. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin' but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. don't you stop believin' in your self When you're broken. Oh, when you're broken! When you're broken. When you're broken.

You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Deep down I know I'm going to loose you I'm gonna hear Those heart breaking words I know I'm going to loose you Because You mean everything to me I love you so much You are the best thing that's ever happened to me Now you're going to go You going to leave I know I can't stop you I can try But it won't work I know i'm going to loose you Very soon I'm dreading those words I know I won't cope I know I will blame myself I know after this My heart Won't be able To put those pieces back Together again They will be shattered I know I won't be able to handle it I don't know what ill do

Constantly I'm thinking, Wondering if I'm on your mind, Hoping your not blind, And that you notice it's you I'm missing, You I wish I could be kissing.. I play this song over && over, Your face appears when I hear it, I'm frozen as memories come back bit by bit, I miss who I was when I was a believer.. Desperately I try to lie to myself, Say it isn't real, That night never existed, That your will was strong and you resisted.. But that's a beautiful lie, That even I can't buy, Speechless.. still am, Every time it comes to mind.. Maybe the reactions to your actions aren't clear, But hurting people should be a crime, But if that were true, It'd just be a beautiful lie, I'm done with lies.. I'm through, This is the last time I'll say goodbye..