Constantly I'm thinking,
Wondering if I'm on your mind,
Hoping your not blind,
And that you notice it's you I'm missing,
You I wish I could be kissing..
I play this song over && over,
Your face appears when I hear it,
I'm frozen as memories come back bit by bit,
I miss who I was when I was a believer..
Desperately I try to lie to myself,
Say it isn't real,
That night never existed,
That your will was strong and you resisted..
But that's a beautiful lie,
That even I can't buy,
Speechless.. still am,
Every time it comes to mind..
Maybe the reactions to your actions aren't clear,
But hurting people should be a crime,
But if that were true,
It'd just be a beautiful lie,
I'm done with lies.. I'm through,
This is the last time I'll say goodbye..
