i lay here night after night. with the thoughts of you in my head. i swear there are times i feel you are still laying there with me. i still can feel your soft loving touch and smell your sweet perphume. i look around and relize your not there with me and i relize it was just my hopes. i look around and the mememories of our life together comes rushing back. i start to cry cause i relize that im still in love with you and why i was in love with you