it has recently come to mind that i'm apparently a very bad judge of who people actually are. I used to pride myself in being able to look at a person and know if they are "good people". Well either i never was good at that or i was just lucky or i'm stupid. Ya know it kinda makes me feel really foolish to think that i let myself get hurt once again. Ya'd think i'd know better by now. that i'd learn by now.
I honestly dont think i'll ever be truely happy...
