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posted on 10/09/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:10&nbs-07:00;am

Well ... it's been a minute
http://fubar.com/well-it-s-been-a-minute/b201099-1070022

it's been a minute since my last blog 'eh?

Well, here's a lil' something for your visual receptive things and thought processor unit

Windows 7

Blam

Microsoft finally did something right!

This is exactly what Vista should've been

Personally I was catious and Partitioned 10GB's of my HDD to try it out

Ya' know .. just in case I did'nt like it

But shit, it's cash son

and I am not disappoint

I'll probably be installing it onto my entire HDD when I'm not lazy and back my shit up lol

But I think most of you would like it .. well ... tech/comp savvy types at least

almost reminds me of Linux .. Hmmmm ..

Oh well .. shit's cash ..

On a personal note, I got the Ultimate ... slightly tweaked version .. Tiny7

Want it? Want to Partition? Not sure how? Ask me and I'll guide you through it

But it's really worth the money if you want to buy a legit copy

*insert eye roll*

lol

'eh ...

See ya' around Fu-People

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posted on 06/29/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:06&nbs-07:00;pm

A lil' update
http://fubar.com/a-lil-update/b201099-1039702

Well

The other day at work, I started having chest pains, sweating, dizzieness and a fainting type feelin'

So, I went to the hospital

After 2 EKG's, 1 CT Scan and 2 Things of Blood work done

They concluded that it was'nt a Heart Attack or a Blood Clot in my Lungs

Infact, they have no fucking clue what's wrong with me

so, I have to see a Cardiologist on the 15th of July to find out

but my memory seems shotty, I feel weak, light headed all the time ..

this sucks .. I want to know wtf's wrong

oh, I'm more than likely diabetic and I suffer from Hypertension

Joy

and I still have random pains in my chest ..

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posted on 03/23/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;02:03&nbs-07:00;am

for those that don't know :P
http://fubar.com/for-those-that-don-t-know-p/b201099-998958

My comp took a crap on me about a week ago. recently I figured out the error code on the LED's Some thing about a bad video card, oh joy :D -_- sarcasm aside, I'm on my friend's comp .. he lacked a HDD and my HDD was fine ... so, I slipped it in .. but he's chosen to sale it ... <_< .. so, no comp for me I guess lol oh well .. I'll (Hopefully) have mine fixed soon .. ish ... your favorite fat kid'll be back :D maybe lol Keep it 100, Dueces all XBL Gamer Tag > Nokaveli < Add That Shit! Let's frag some n00bs on Halo 3 :D or Rainbow Six: Vegas 2

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posted on 01/24/2009&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;05:01&nbs-08:00;am

Why?
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Why? Why is it that we have enough will power to destroy? But not enough to Build? Why is it that there's enough religion in the world to seperate people and cause wars? But not enough to unite and bring Peace? Why is it that people agree to disagree? Why can't people just look at it from a different perspective? Why can one person love another? And the other can't accept and Love them back? Why do people hate other people just because of their Skin tone? Why can't people just unite? Why does it take a tragedy to Unite people? Why can't people be that united all the time? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why don't people act? Rather than just talk about acting? Seriously, Why?

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posted on 01/24/2009&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;05:01&nbs-08:00;am

In the words of Tupac
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In the Depths Of my Solitude In the event of my demise when my heart can beat no more I hope I die for a princeple Or a belief that I have lived for I will die before my time Beacause I feel the shadow's depth So much I wanted to acomplish Before I reached my death I have to come to grips with the possibility And wiped the last tear from my eyes I loved all who were positive In the event of my demise

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posted on 10/05/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;03:10&nbs-07:00;pm

Just Ranting
http://fubar.com/just-ranting/b201099-891316

Well, I'm Just Going To Rant/Vent ... I Know Alot Of People At Varied Times Feel As If The Weight Of The World Rests On The Shoulders This Usually Is'nt Too Far From The Truth, The Weight Of Their World Usually Is .. I'm The Strong Type I Keep My Shit Bottled Up I Don't Show Weakness Or What Others May Percieve As Weakness Alot Of People Turn To Me For Strength But Any More, I Just Can't Find That Strength. I'm Just A Little Lost I Guess I Usually Am A Kick Ass Guy But Lately, I See My Self As A Massive Douche Bag Showing Resintment, Hatred, Distrust and More I Now Really See My Self At Being A Crappy Boyfriend, Grand Son, A Son, A Brother, A Uncle and A Friend. I've Just Got Some Shit On My Plate That's Hard For Me To Swallow. I've Been Eating It For Awhile Now and I'm Sick Of It. So I'm Throwing The Plate At The Wall. Screaming Fuck The World At The Top Of My Voice. But I Guess This Could Be Seen As A Character Flaw, But I'm Just Fucking Sick Of Just Sitting There, Taking It In, Not Moving, Not Speaking. I Usually Speak My Mind, When It Comes To Politics, Religion .. etc .. But My Personal Life, I Just Try To Make People Happy. I Guess People Just Expect That Now. and Now That I've Reached My Proverbial Limitation .. I'm Not On Top Of My Game. They Expect So Much More, When I Don't Want To Do That. My Girlfriend Is The Best and Only Deserves The Best, I'm Just Sorry I'm A Douche Bag. If She Can Go Through This With Me .. Damn .. I Just Don't Want To Lose Her. But Fuck .. I've Got This Shit On My Plate .. .. I Know I'm Not The Only One, I Won't Even Pretend To Be .. .. I'm Not On Here To Look For Sympathy .. Just Ranting I Know My Life Does'nt Suck, Far From It. Just Some Current Shit Sucks lol I Feel Like Climbing Atop The Palace Hotel With A High Powered .. Wait .. Better Not Finish That .. Never Know Who's Reading This .. No Need For Another Raid xD I Really Want To Believe In A Higher Power, So I Can Blame All This Shit On That Higher Power lol I Have No One To Blame, 'Cept My Self. I Could Really Use A Shot Of Jager Right Now

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posted on 09/10/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;11:09&nbs-07:00;am

My Personal Thoughts On 9/11
http://fubar.com/my-personal-thoughts-on-9-11/b201099-874551

You Know I Sit Here Thinking ... .. I think alot apparently BUT This is about 9/11 and it's Memorial, since it's coming up I personally think that our own government was behind it BUT That's just my own thought, I know many people share this and just as many, if not more Do Not share this point of view That's all fine and dandy, I'm not here trying to convince you otherwise I've gotten off track I think anyways ... Regardless of who did what and for what ever reasons ... .. Alot of people were killed needlessly and on a decently sized scale @ that I do feel for the families that lost some one that day I weep with you. The U.S.A. Weeps With You I'm Sure Parts Of The World Weep With Us I think I may have forgotten my point I was trying to make ... hmm .. OH I remember ^_^ I've seen in a few places where if you don't think it was terrorists and that it was an inside job you're condoned as a "none patriot" or what have you That you have no soul. People, Wake The Fuck Up Regardless Of Who Did It The U.S.A. Lost Alot Of People That Day No Matter Your Personal Views On It .. Remember One Thing, People Did Die That Day People Are Still Dying Be They On The "Front Line" In Iraq or Be They People Who Contracted An Illness From That Day, From All The Debris In The Sky and Chemiclas Released (From The Building Materials and What Not) I For One, Mourn The Loss Of That Day As Many Do

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posted on 08/07/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;02:08&nbs-07:00;pm

28 Grams
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Wicked Jesters Laughing In My Mind Wicked People Laughing In My Face Always Am I Trying To Find Wondering, Wanting My Place Wanting To Grow Numb Not Wanting To Feel AnyThing Anymore It's Your Love, I Want Some Every Day I Want It More and More I Pray To What Ever God(s) That May Exist I Pray That You Find Me At Times I Just Want To Cut My Wrists Maybe Then You'd Open Your Eyes But That's Too Emo For Me I'd Rather Die Like A Man You and Me, Us, I Want It To Be I Know It's Hard, But Damn I May Never Live To See My Dreams Come True But Most Never Do All I Have In My Life Is My Family and Crew I'm Always Coming Home, Wanting To Come Home To, Guess Who? Just Take My Hand Lets Just Go To A New World A World Of Sand A World With No One Else's Word Just Us And Some Beer xD

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posted on 08/07/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;01:08&nbs-07:00;pm

Random Thought
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Free Flowing Thoughts, Like A Monsoon Through A Desert So Many Thoughts At Once, It's Hard To Pin Just One Down and Write It I Start Thinking About You, All The Wants and What If's Play Through My Mind Not Wanting To Be A Sucker, Just Wanting To Be A Lucky Mother Fucker I've Been Played One Too Many Times, I Just Want To Believe In Your Words But My Head Makes Me Want Other-Wise, My Heart Tells Me Other-Wise As Well I Love You, Make No Mistake About That Bonnie 'n Clyde, My Ride Or Die Chick

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posted on 08/07/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;02:08&nbs-07:00;am

Fly Away
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Spread My Wings Set Me Free Allow This Child To Soar To The Heavens To Sit On A Star To Watch From The Moon Fly Away Fly Fly Fly Away Fly Away Gazing Up You From The Heavens Guarding You From The Other-Side I Use To Hide I Use To Be Afraid I Use To Be Scared To Fly Fly Away Fly Fly Fly Away Fly Away Being As Free As I Want Not Being Afraid Of Anything Gliding Through The Clouds High Above Not To Be Mistaken For A Dove I Never Had That Love Fly Away Fly Fly Fly Away Fly Away It's Not My Fault I Felt That Way I Wanted That Life That I Could Never Have I Was Never Truly Happy I Was Sick Of That Life I Never Accomplished Shit Fly Away Fly Fly Fly Away Fly Away They Found A Hollow Body Void Of The Life I Once Lived Some Shed Tears Others Rejoiced But For The Most Part, I Stopped Caring Fly Away Fly Fly Fly Away Fly Away Never Was I Truly Alive Nor Did I Truly Live Chained To The Ground By My Own Ways Chained To Every One For Every One Else Chained To That Pain Fly Away Fly Fly Fly Away Fly Away It Was'nt My Fault It Was My Fault Every Day I Tried To Find A Way To Heal The Pain Looking For A Release Be It Chemical or Be It Self Inflicted Flying Away Flying Away Flying Away Soaring High Above In The Heavenly Stars Gazing Back At What Was Having No Regrets

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