Well,
I'm Just Going To Rant/Vent ...
I Know Alot Of People At Varied Times Feel As If The Weight Of The World Rests On The Shoulders
This Usually Is'nt Too Far From The Truth,
The Weight Of Their World Usually Is ..
I'm The Strong Type
I Keep My Shit Bottled Up
I Don't Show Weakness Or What Others May Percieve As Weakness
Alot Of People Turn To Me For Strength
But Any More, I Just Can't Find That Strength.
I'm Just A Little Lost I Guess
I Usually Am A Kick Ass Guy
But Lately, I See My Self As A Massive Douche Bag
Showing Resintment, Hatred, Distrust and More
I Now Really See My Self At Being A Crappy Boyfriend, Grand Son, A Son, A Brother, A Uncle and A Friend.
I've Just Got Some Shit On My Plate That's Hard For Me To Swallow.
I've Been Eating It For Awhile Now and I'm Sick Of It.
So I'm Throwing The Plate At The Wall.
Screaming Fuck The World At The Top Of My Voice.
But I Guess This Could Be Seen As A Character Flaw,
But I'm Just Fucking Sick Of Just Sitting There, Taking It In, Not Moving, Not Speaking.
I Usually Speak My Mind, When It Comes To Politics, Religion .. etc ..
But My Personal Life, I Just Try To Make People Happy.
I Guess People Just Expect That Now.
and Now That I've Reached My Proverbial Limitation .. I'm Not On Top Of My Game.
They Expect So Much More, When I Don't Want To Do That.
My Girlfriend Is The Best and Only Deserves The Best, I'm Just Sorry I'm A Douche Bag.
If She Can Go Through This With Me .. Damn .. I Just Don't Want To Lose Her.
But Fuck .. I've Got This Shit On My Plate ..
.. I Know I'm Not The Only One, I Won't Even Pretend To Be ..
.. I'm Not On Here To Look For Sympathy ..
Just Ranting
I Know My Life Does'nt Suck, Far From It. Just Some Current Shit Sucks lol
I Feel Like Climbing Atop The Palace Hotel With A High Powered .. Wait .. Better Not Finish That .. Never Know Who's Reading This ..
No Need For Another Raid xD
I Really Want To Believe In A Higher Power, So I Can Blame All This Shit On That Higher Power lol
I Have No One To Blame, 'Cept My Self.
I Could Really Use A Shot Of Jager Right Now
